Monday, December 31, 2007 ♥
Losers Blockers ♥
Lolx, ppl blocked me again. well doneUsed to call others childish becux they block and he did the sameAnyway i kidda missed going to sch leCux even though going to sch as no friendDoes not mean tht holiday i have friendsSo basically tht the sameIt jus ends up during holiday more conflict for meSome ppl who dun jus say straight to my faceAnd hide ard different corners to say abt meAt least well... sch is starting soonMaybe now i shld see it in a different wayHmm... Sch is a place i shld think of study oniForget everything and focus on itSo tht i wont have to think of so many unhappy thingsSince i have no friends anyway then shoot lorh...I also duno wat i talking... lolxDefine friends and familyIf friends and family r jus thr to have fun tgtTo accompany each other to walk ard, play, have alot of funThen basically i can go online and find many "friends"Open and close inverted thr, "friends"See the open and close?When u have troubleWhen u r unhappyWhen u r finding ppl to tok toWill they be thr?At least some times... Nt selfish by saying everytimeCalling me mood swing? HahaxI am a loner since i was bornI nv have many friendsAlways at homeAlways aloneMaybe sometiems i tok to myself?Cux i can oni trust myself leftNo one else ard meDouble personalities which cause mode swing barhxToo bad not strong enufIf not i can jus end up killing those i hateThose i freaking hate...Those hypocritesThose slysThose ~Ok nvm... no one will see the post anywayEnd liao~THE END
Friday, December 28, 2007 ♥
work work ♥
Haix... work and work and workNt oni trying to earn money~ But also to get things off my headMy brain is going through disk clean-upPlay computer games lorhWM say tht LuniaThen abit bored la, but still can tahan
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 ♥
this holiday suks ♥
This holiday really crapFlyers job again but then ya... somehow~Then after tht loiter ard tht area wit no destination for some reasonsDun feel like toking to tht person but bo pian... Wanted to buy Alvin & the chipmunks de album de...But somehow again~ ya... liddat lorhEnd the day with WM nia, play online games lorhxEverything seems so dead sia... All this is like a dream~ a nitemareWell... nth much to post actuallyBut then some ppl who says personalites wont changeSeems to be shooting himself? lolx?Hmm, such as blocking ppl? Used to scold ppl childish for doing tht... lolxWat a joke some ppl are~I wonder how those ppl who live life worst then meCan actually live up to old age...Perhaps from now on nth will change anymoreIt will split both apartLolx, then WM tht "God" (Self proclaim)Will save the day?Like powerpuff girl~"Once again the day is save. thanks to WM!"But i doubt tht will happenCux scolding ppl many bad words to the coreAnd doing the same thing is a lowest class of peopleActually sometimes ppl on phone is not a gd listenerThey r distracted by wat they r doingOr wat appears infront of them rather then the speakerEven i would smack care the speaker sometimesDue to playing games...But i get bit bit here and thrJus like wat happen also tht other timePpl din get the message properly and blames otherslaugh out loud~Btw if someone would say keep a day for meWhich f~ idiot would leave out tht person when the day arrivedSo use behind tink also can~I wont go on Monday without tht personYa lorh, unless heartless ppl lorh...Pass away liao mus rip open see got heart inside anot... (NC16 Horror)
Friday, December 21, 2007 ♥
AngryMaker ♥
-Define Blog- Blog is a place for u to put hapi and sad things in so tht u can share with internet explorerPpl who hab many friends can share with them While ppl like me who have less friendsWill have to share it with the internet explorerToday make ppl angry again...Lolx, i guess thts my oni talent...
To make ppl angry with me~Anyway i woke up super late today at ard 12pm...Maybe too bored liaoThen went to visit my grandpa lorh...Abit boring thr la cux nth to doBut jus to visit him lorhOn the way thr kena gastric painWah seh, in bus ta han the pain until siao...Like going die liddat... lolxWanted to go home early but then msn "chat" until 10pm+Reached home veri late liao but still managed to play Vampirism and Blog abit...Buhbye for today~ Hope tmr got ppl pei me go Lan cux got money thr heben use finish
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 ♥
Reflect ♥
Those who always scold others, who thinks he is always right
End up doing the same thing as others...
Scold tgt say others scold ppl from the back the other time...
Did something at the back...
Worst of all give lame excuses to cover
Din give answer to us and plan another thing at the back is one of the worst
BEAST i have ever seen liao~
Well nvm lorh at least i knw some kind of person tht person is
I'm saying someone u all duno la... but if u all guilty bo pian
Pissed off now...
My mum always scold me dog la... so maybe u all think i am dog
Not friend
So u all treat me liddat la...
But then again
Is it i am dog tht u all dun treat me like a friend tht is worth
Or issit u all r worst then dogs?
I believe some r the first while some r the second
But to my thinking, i believe i cnt even agree tht the person i mention abv
Is actually a human... so he belongs to second i guess ...
I think i shld not be the one get symphaty or ke lian
But instead is tht person abv...
Cux tht person cnt even be himself
Need to act like a hypocrate~
Haix... pity tht person, duno y still exist ard us~
Jus curse them all to death
DEATH !
Tuesday, December 18, 2007 ♥
Freaking day ♥
Some ppl r pure bakaTht time obviously is excuses, say wat not enuf space then too many ppl so cnt callSo obvious is dun wan call then gib f~~~ishing lame excuses...Then say wat keep Dec holiday pei me go KboxToday leahx see got money anot see got money anotPush the freaking day from Monday to WednesdayCux i wan go wit him tgt in the end gib me tht f attitudeTell me "U go on your own la!"If i am more violent, i sure one punch smack down his freaking face deStayed at home whole day... Say got jobEnd up duno y become dun have job alsoAll like missing liaoNo money because ytd buy thing all those then say today got jobWonder how i am going to find money to go KboxSure not enuf deSomehow ppl spoil my mood for not goingAlthough they say wan go before holidayThey shld knw who they r la...Ppl holiday hapi hapiMy holiday end up so sukHaix~ Then today also duno y she like angry angry liddatDun dare tok to her liao... Stay quiet barhI tok to everyone also tok more wrong more oni...
Monday, December 17, 2007 ♥
Kbox canceled ♥
Not enuf ppl so KBox canceled le lorhChange to Wednesday thoughDuno wat Rui thinking also la~ WT...Tmr going give out flyer again... Dotx, somehow now i find the pay $20 veri little liao... lolxBought "Fly Cyndi" and Meng Qi new albumCost me a bomb then after tht bought another ringStill in addition one more movie ticket... WTT~Watch Alvin and the ChipMunk...-Konbanwa Watashi wa Alvin Des-LolxDance Para Para again but then still like crap... not talented in itSaw one person look like Chen FengLing >.<"Quite Chio... lolx~ nvmThen After Movie go play tai di again... Nth much else to do so~ Ya...Duno y so many Snails on the floor~
Sunday, December 16, 2007 ♥
Go and dun go day ♥
Today at home rest cux ytd nearly diedWM wan me go out.... i dun wan~Sumo Qp also nv goTmr then tmr see how larhx, time all those also nv give me then wan me to comfirm going anot...I dun wan anyone to cut in my own timetable in the middle of the day so muchFace computer whole day like usual and watch anime also lorhDo some smsing but then mostly no replies~Find ppl to go watch movie in the end no one reply alsoGuess i am a loner afterallTueday Kbox also not comfirm will have ppl go so now become uncomfirmHY - MalaysiaQP - Zi biWM - Wan goHR - Missing in ActionLam - Shld beSC - Dun wan (got reason)Matt - KoreaAmos - QuarrentineOthers - Duno~She still dun wan go out T.TMaybe i shld give up like some ppl had said? -.-
Friday, December 14, 2007 ♥
Work more ♥
Today got some more ppl joined us~QP and Lambert~ Plz welcome they... lolx*clap clap*Ok nvm...Played vamp and dota with QP cux we meet up earlier then Lambert came liao we set of to WM hsePlay again... but tai di tis time~ Then late for work -.-"My leg will veri cramp but then chiong ka Ki Siao!~Everything ended ard hmm... forget the time liaoThen Went to TECC to eat Mac, the counter ppl keep looking at us... Cux maybe we r the oni customer inside tht heben buy barh...Or is it WM!!!??? "TADA!!!"Ok, tht sounds lame~Walk to TM cux WM wan buy something... but nv buy at the end... zzzPast the Night Market beside TM de~ WM said"Go walk one round..." He said jus open sia...Tht time was going to 10pm soon leQp and me insist tht it was going to closeBought two same shirt as WM... ( Cnt liddat say la)WM bought two shirt same as me XD (neutral the top sentence)Then went off le lorh...Tmr going to gib up flyer again... Everyday gib up flyer does make me fly~Cux leg breaking soon, maybe someday u will see me fly down the block of flatWent to Eileen de hse but then she go Japan so~ well~U all duno who la... so nvm~ lolxWM dun wan me call him WM, lolx (dun care XD)~ WAHAHA
Thursday, December 13, 2007 ♥
Work ♥
Went to work with WM today (give out flyers)At first happy happy but until the end my leg and stomach start to break downSad sia, i so weak de... lolx can so fast soft soft liaoThen earn abit but then minus traveling fee is like er hum...Send a message in the middle but then no reply... Until quite late then recieved itAbit sad abit happy~Pei WM to take things then he pei me buy MOS burger again... lolx, i MOS burger freakThen As i eat, we talk about many things lorhx... Errr as i eat as in properly (Dun think until too scary)Then went home le~Such a long day, so tired but is not mentally... Just physically so i on computer lorhOni the leg cnt tahan not hand so still can type...Many ppl still heben give answer for Kbox planning so if they still nv reply~I think we will go with those tht reply nia, dun say pang seh...
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 ♥
Exams ♥
Tmr Second paper le, bound to fail... mum at home no mood studyTest about duno wat stupid physic kind of thing i cnt even memmorise one thingSecond... but also last paper~
Lolx
But got project work... with classmate deSianx, i no teamwork with my classmate (poly de)I somehow understand HY feel sometimes cux tht day met him in sch, then go his lecture room thr~Nth to write sia, all not free this few days
Buhbye~
Saturday, December 8, 2007 ♥
Bleed ♥
Today went out with WM, he buy present for "PQ" which i also duno who de... WahahaWm sure scold me deThen i go see my shoes...Sadded my shoe btm got hole liao, tht day raining water flood in... sadSaw one i like alot but then dun have my sizeTwo number above and below my size all have... oni dun have mineHeaven and Earth like to play tricks on meWent home play dota and warcraft normal map with WMPlay whole day... then he got watch some show alsoI watch TVWhen eating dinner the stupid fish bone pierce into my gum...WTFEnd up bleed~ i have to use my hand and pull out the bone siaWah disguesting lorhFirst time eat bone until pierce in siaWM went home at 9.30PMAnd my non-boring day turn back to a boring day... Alone again -.- zzz
Friday, December 7, 2007 ♥
Friday ♥
Morning so tired, wash hair liao wan blow dry
Blow blow blow... then forget now short hair
In the end blow wrong side, all the hair stand up
End up need to spike them~
Somehow dun look nice (actually ugly ppl wat style also nt nice de)~
Then went to sch liddat... so ma lu sia
Reach sch hand in project work... tht teacher cok up de... ask him qn gimi sulky faceThen like ai chap bo chap attitude liddat, then got char bo come liao his mood then lifen up~
ZzZzZHe say ours too plain, then need redo... crap siaMy partner did the background and other things, i did the buttonWhen char say need redo, my partner die die wan his background... And it was green rectangle with gradientDotx lorh, he die die wan keep sia... duno yThen forget it, i decide to do one on my own... Monday if i show him he not hapi then i hand in for myselfHe do his own one liaoDun really have link wit my partner liao, now really a loner in schIf u see my in sch... most of the time i alone deIf i wit someone means u r blessed!!!
LolxWent home tht time bought Mos burger de unagi rice burger againVeri nice sia, how i wish i live in Japan... eat Japanese food everyday~Seahx, my taggy getting lesser ppl to tag liao. lolx
Wednesday, December 5, 2007 ♥
♥

Sia larhx... Today spend alot... Wan to buy tht time nv think then now sad~
Buy 2 items nia spend almost $50 sia... I am mad le
I think i going crazy becux of my mum... zzz
But the neckless was nice la, ytd go with TB tht time saw it... So today wan buy again
To me nice la... but then maybe u all will find it not nice or something
Then bought one more braclet cux my wrist veri thin, need something to slightly cover it

Cnt be always wear jacket marhx... so ya~~~
Took MRT with Kenneth then buy thingy for someone de Bday, thts when i bought my things as well
Tuesday, December 4, 2007 ♥
MRT ♥
Nth to post~ Boring week...Tok abt the reasons y i dun sit in MRT then... lolx cux today happenedI wan to slp so i wan sit down~ Wahaha, so tiredSo today tio de reason is one quite chio de gal sit beside, then i freeze liddatLolx duno y... natural reaction... then dun dare moveShe got up at Tanah Merah, then she open the book beside me too read...Programming de book, lolx~ NYP de... module code duno wat IT2 something somethingSo is second year de...Another reason is ppl smoke alot then sit beside... wah piangWill die of poisoning~Sadded, i kena alot of times le... But then muhaha, instead of dying i stand up most of the timeStill have more la but then now in class with tht stupid cher i hate de... got to off... byebyeJus reached home then edit post~Pei TB go buy things then was going homeRan in the rain cux no umbrella, so heavy de rain~
Sadded... Whole shirt wet... Lappy duno ok anot, heben try
Sunday, December 2, 2007 ♥
Exams ♥
Tis few days like not so hapi, or u can say dun feel really comfortable...Not oni tht but also feeling not wellHad been thinkin of my Jap oral also... haix~Duno wat to do leahx, i wan play game but no one play tgt...Wan study but lazy. lolxAnd i end up sitting infront of the com whole day waiting for some hope to drop downSo tht i can pick it up and use it for my own wish?Lately my mood is going from bad to worse, i dun have much emotions stillCux i cnt get back my feelings yetNvm about my personal thingsBack to the exams...I dun think i can score well this sem, everything seems to be in a mess unlike the previous semI wonder wats happening to me~Then again, Jap ORAL!!! ARGH!!!This stupid thing jus cnt get out of my head...How i wish holiday quicky come so i can go out everydayI kidda feel veri lonely at home... but i dun wan my parents to be at home... they oni make things worstVeri lonely feeling~ Everyday to sch and back home... all alone, thinking of tis make me even more sick...This post like so emo~ lets say some happy things!!!"HAPPY THINGS!!!", jus said it -.-"