Lost my phone, my message with u, the photo of u, the voice message of yours... I miss u so badly... As i read through the left over msn chat history, tears flows down my cheek again. Cried so badly like a idiot, yet u know nth abt it... Im so in pain... Like a fool... I knw u wont care whether if i live or die nw. But y am i still worrying about u? I have to forget u and give up on u eventually... But for now, i still miss u so much... U shldnt have let me knw tht u r wit someone else, so i could continue to lie to myself with the excuse u gave and u staying as a perfect girl in my mind...