Just when i finally be able to trust u again duing the 3rd time, u left again... Its because throughout, im so afraid that u will leave again, that i did not make it official. But in my heart, u r the one i love so much so much... Saying that you have become more mature now is no use. I hope pehaps one day u will really realise that only this one idiot that love u so much, would actually continue loving u as much even after being hurt so deeply... I miss you, Tianying...