Sometimes i just cant find the right words to use, sometimes i duno how to act romantic or do stuff that surprise u and make u happy... Im trying hard to... But sometimes i jus wish tht will feel how i felt abt u... Cux this feeling never change no matter how many times u left or broke my heart... Even with this shattered heart, i couldnt tell myself tht i will not let u come in to my heart again... Even with so much pain, even tho i know u will leave me once again... But jus for another while that u could. E by my side... That i can protect u. I feel so stupid. When every night, the feeling inside me kills me... Tearing like a idiot... Just because i fall for someone so deeply.so much that others cant comprehand...