More than two years had past since the first time you left me. Came back this year March and left me again on June. I have always think of you as the one and only for the rest of my life. Yet it just seems nothing get through... Sometimes i just wish to shout out loud, so loud that the whole world could hear that i love you so much... Waited for a total of more than two years, you left me three times. I dont know if i should call myself stupid or what. We never really even had a proper photo taken together for me to keep. Have no idea what i want now, cause my heart still wants you, yet my brain tells me that you will hurt me even more each time you comes back. If only you really felt what you yourself said, i really need you in my life, you wouldnt have done all this over and over again. Misses you so much every single day. Ho TianYing, I love you more than anyone else in your life from the day I know you, till the day i die.