Wednesday, October 31, 2012 ♥
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Just when i finally be able to trust u again duing the 3rd time, u left again... Its because throughout, im so afraid that u will leave again, that i did not make it official. But in my heart, u r the one i love so much so much... Saying that you have become more mature now is no use. I hope pehaps one day u will really realise that only this one idiot that love u so much, would actually continue loving u as much even after being hurt so deeply... I miss you, Tianying...
Sunday, October 28, 2012 ♥
26 ♥
26th Message
Sometimes i just cant find the right words to use, sometimes i duno how to act romantic or do stuff that surprise u and make u happy... Im trying hard to... But sometimes i jus wish tht will feel how i felt abt u... Cux this feeling never change no matter how many times u left or broke my heart... Even with this shattered heart, i couldnt tell myself tht i will not let u come in to my heart again... Even with so much pain, even tho i know u will leave me once again... But jus for another while that u could. E by my side... That i can protect u. I feel so stupid. When every night, the feeling inside me kills me... Tearing like a idiot... Just because i fall for someone so deeply.so much that others cant comprehand...
Wednesday, October 24, 2012 ♥
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25th Message
I still miss you alot. Wanted to text you so much, yet i know whatever i do is either useless or just stupid. Even tho all the trust had alrdy been shattered, i still want you back somehow... Then again, how much can i put my trust in you again this time... The words that you said to me when you came back was sweet, yet the promise you gave, never last... Im in great pain everyday, every night... Just cause i miss someone who i love so much and yet she hurt me so deeply. No matter the pain, i still love you like a idiot... Pabo yah...
Saturday, October 20, 2012 ♥
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24th Message
More than two years had past since the first time you left me. Came back this year March and left me again on June. I have always think of you as the one and only for the rest of my life. Yet it just seems nothing get through... Sometimes i just wish to shout out loud, so loud that the whole world could hear that i love you so much... Waited for a total of more than two years, you left me three times. I dont know if i should call myself stupid or what. We never really even had a proper photo taken together for me to keep. Have no idea what i want now, cause my heart still wants you, yet my brain tells me that you will hurt me even more each time you comes back. If only you really felt what you yourself said, i really need you in my life, you wouldnt have done all this over and over again. Misses you so much every single day. Ho TianYing, I love you more than anyone else in your life from the day I know you, till the day i die.
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