21st Message
Everything seems to be over le. Hope u r going to b to normal. Heard abt similar ting in camp during my test. Suddenly feel damn upset. I cant help but keep blaming myself for leaving your side a year ago. Maybe things might be different from now. Nth can be undone. I jus got to live with it... But i dun think i can forgive myself.... Past two day u din msg much again. Really dun knw y... I hope we dun distance again... Thinking back abt it, i cant do a single crap during tht time and i knw nth. It seems lyk we r living in two different world... U even call yr ex to help u, he also sent u home. What did i do? Felt so useless out of a sudden. Really wana knw wat am i to u now...