23rd Message
Playing pool with my friend now. Thinking of u, thinking of the past. I have no idea if i shld be happy or sad now. U r tgt with him again. He is the one who can protect u. Now i really feel the meaning of living in different world. I cant help u when u r in trouble... T*******, u nv knw how i feel. Do u?? U asked me abt my fb status, how am i gona tell u wat it is abt? Some things is meant to be left unsaid... Wat difference will it makes even if i say it? I indeed have lots to tell u and lots of them are jus... Confession left unsaid... I love u T*******...
21st Message
Everything seems to be over le. Hope u r going to b to normal. Heard abt similar ting in camp during my test. Suddenly feel damn upset. I cant help but keep blaming myself for leaving your side a year ago. Maybe things might be different from now. Nth can be undone. I jus got to live with it... But i dun think i can forgive myself.... Past two day u din msg much again. Really dun knw y... I hope we dun distance again... Thinking back abt it, i cant do a single crap during tht time and i knw nth. It seems lyk we r living in two different world... U even call yr ex to help u, he also sent u home. What did i do? Felt so useless out of a sudden. Really wana knw wat am i to u now...