Saturday, March 12, 2011 ♥
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17th Message
Friend pek check with me for doing stupid stuff... Lolx! I think there are somethings or watever that i shouldnt bother to do or care anymore. In reality, time cnt be turned back. No matter how long or how much to look back, the result is still the same. Somehow i feel that u have already found someone else le... Im not sad, neither am i happy. Numb le... My emotional side almost died totally le. Its like im not gonna feel sad so easily anymore. Should be glad that u found someone if its true bah. Afterall u this ben dan always nv take care hao, fall sick so easily, have so much weird problem. Lolx. Need someone to take care of u better. Guardian Angels protects u from the front, give u the love and care. As a Guardian Ghost, i protect u with watever i can. But from the back that u dun even notice my existance anymore...
Friday, March 11, 2011 ♥
16 ♥
16th Message
Today is 10th March. Suddenly miss you so much that my brain has nth else but u. We were briefed about our driving test at Ubi for next week. The first thing that came to my mind is that you came with me during my first test. I failed it. But im happy that its the first time i meet u. After the test, went to the coffee shop and find u. Duno who buy QOO and complain about the food thr. Lolx. Miss you so much, i tried to sms u again. Friend scolded me yet i ignore. I believe that i knw u better than them. Recieved 5 msg from u today, was so damn happy that i could tear anytime. had been 9 months since we talk to each other about something. Its March now, birthday is coming. Wonder what u will lyk to have? Wonder will you be celebrating. Im in camp on my 21st birthday. Cant ask for much, just hope that u will come back to me and not leave me again. Love me forever, girl. Cux i really love u alot, t*******.
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15th Message
POP liao! Lolx. Now everyday training drills sia. So tiring and sleepy... Parents going to watch too... Was thinking if u could also be there to see... Its so lyk a once in a life time thing sia... See how much i change and stuff liddat...But i knw there is no way u gonna be at the grand stand anymore... watching me march and cheering for me. Neither will anyone, other than my parents... Hahax! If only you were still here, after all and all... I woulc tell my parents and squadmates. Hey! this is my cute and sweet girlfriend. I will never let her go and will love her with all i got
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14th Message
Wish so much that u would be happy yet something happened. Wana know y, but since you wont say to me, im ok with it. Cux no matter wat, im still by your side. After near 9 month, this is the first time you replied me. Im kidda happy tho... However u seem so cold to me... Hope things will get better soon.
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13th Message
Many things happened this month. In camp, in life and in my r/s. After all and all, i still think back about you. Just had my 3 days block leave. Kena force to take. Was wondering if we would be going out tgt everyday or not if u have nt leave. I would keep alot of time for u. Was booking in today le. In mrt saw so many girls sia. Imagining your height, your look. Imagine u were beside me, sending me off to camp... I smiled to myself for awhile... Its not possible anymore... And nw im lying on bed thinking about... So tired yet i cnt slp... We are not even friends now. When will you ever talk to me again? i wish the reason for not talking to me is to prevent me from getting trouble and not avoiding me... But trust me, i did rather get beaten and have you by my side... Cux i really miss u...
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12th Message
Going to bookout got another block leave le... Ah... But seems lyk i have nth much to do though. How i wish i can still go out with you... Had beens looking at your name in my phone contact, yet i have send u not even a single msg... Valentines day is this coming monday... Will i see you in the street again? Guess your bf will be planning something sweet for u huh...
