8th Message
Its new year eve that day and i really saw you on the last time before 2010 ends. Im glad my wish came true. No idea who had gave me this holy chance. Saw your friend too, but you were just avoiding me. I just keep lying to myself that it was coincidence that you turn and look down. Walk past each other lyk strangers. It just hurts me deep in my heart. I couldnt just burst into tears right at the spot. No one would... Its the kind of feelings i need to pay so i get to c u again... Now its a new year, wish you have a happy year. Worry so much that you might get hurt again. Saw that you said in blog about having the right one, the oni bf, i think its time i find path to move on too... Im trying to step forward too... Will you give me back my heart that i left with you? Will u?