Thursday, February 3, 2011 ♥
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11th Message
Its chinese new year today! Send you msg again, but still no reply from you... Am i not even a friend to you anymore? Wanted to talk to you so much again... Miss the time you disturb me and wan me to play audi with you... Happy chinese new year, t*******... Have a great year ahead... Hope one day you will start talking to me again... My beloved ghost...
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10th Message
Sometimes i still wonder what is the actual reason that you become together with me and also left me. Everything come and go so fast. Feels like there is never enough time when im with you... If you truely love me for that period of time, i really duno if i should thank you for falling in love with such a useless guy or what... Hahax... Pehaps i cant give you a security feeling that a guy should... My friend once told me this and i nv forget it... And i think its really true for me... 6 month since you left me... Many things just ran through my mind. I guess it might make me a better bf in future... For another gal, or maybe... The one and only you that may come back one day...
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9th Message
T*******... How r u? Seems lyk you are fine... Hahax. Dreamt of you that day in camp. Was a happy dream to me eh... Somehow whenever i c gal that r small size reminds me of you now... Lolx... No matter how much i want you to come back, my body does not do anything about it... How will a one month love win over a one year love? It just came to my mind suddenly... What can i do? Whatever i do will just make you feel irritated... It somehow disturb your happy life... I rather suffer myself than having to spoil your happiness... Seems stupid eh... Hahax... Everytime i type a msg to you, i will jus tear... Yet i can do is just type and type and type... Nth get to you... I know u r always so stubbon... Same as me... Lolx. But thats you and i love you... All i wana say is i still wan you back even though i nv tried to get you back... Take care gal... Nitex...
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8th Message
Its new year eve that day and i really saw you on the last time before 2010 ends. Im glad my wish came true. No idea who had gave me this holy chance. Saw your friend too, but you were just avoiding me. I just keep lying to myself that it was coincidence that you turn and look down. Walk past each other lyk strangers. It just hurts me deep in my heart. I couldnt just burst into tears right at the spot. No one would... Its the kind of feelings i need to pay so i get to c u again... Now its a new year, wish you have a happy year. Worry so much that you might get hurt again. Saw that you said in blog about having the right one, the oni bf, i think its time i find path to move on too... Im trying to step forward too... Will you give me back my heart that i left with you? Will u?
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7th Message
Its christmas tonight. I wish not for santa to send you to me. Cux that would take your happiness away. I wish he could send me to you. So that there will be someone around when you need... If a single snow flake represents that i miss you, it would be snowing now... Merry christmas t*******... Love u always... Hope he never would change back again to the past and that love you even more now... Wonder if you are enjoying yourself now... If only i can c u again during this year, this day, this christmas...
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6th Message
Time pass by so meaninglessly for me this few months. Just kind of like losing the aim in my life. Almost 5 months since you left me. Im still thinking of you everyday. Regardless how tired or sleepy after training. Every weekend will look at how you have been. Smiled to myself when i saw that your boyfriend is treating you well and loving you. That matters is still that you are happy. Seeing you smiling in your pictures could just be my best comfort. I guess im just noy able to give you what you want and make you feelsecured. I will never forget the times we spent together eventhough the time is short. Cause thats the happiest moment in my life. To be with you, right beside you and be there when you need someone. I still have to say that t*******, i love you alot. I wished so much that you could come back to me. Forever your hungry ghost, your guardian ghost.
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5th Message
Hope you two will last long and that he really changed to a better person. Recently c that you are upset... Yet i just duno what i should do. Pehaps he is there for you would be enough... Stay happy my girl... And for im always your noob guardian ghost...
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4th Message
Gonna enter for NS le... Will be 3 month missing and 2 year lack of time for anything... Enjoy going out with you and really nice having you by my side... However it does not last long. No idea y you have changed but i jus felt that you dun tok to me much and treat me coldly... Seldom go out with me and nv call me to go out with your friends anymore... Im getting not used to it... Kidda sad for me, but thats what you wan tho... Rmb to take gd care of yourself and our pooh bear... I duno whats going through your mind rit now, but i wont be so selfish to force you to be with me after all this... If you found a better person, i wish u all the best with him and last long... And all i left to say is that i love u alot alot... That no one else you could find, would love and care for you more than i do... Bye... Take carex...
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3rd Message
Dear t*******... Did i do something that made you angrty? I really duno but i really wish i could know and change to be better... Miss you alot over this few weeks... Wondering how you are doing and stuff. all i could do is visit you at your blog and facebook everyday... Wished that i am by your side when you are sad... Love with with all my heart... I hope that you would be my first and last girlfriend... Will you?
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2nd Message
Im wearing the ring everyday. Im not sure if the way im acting is foolish or wat. Im thinking of you everyday and nite...Made the ring on the one month that we have been together. Hope ta ask you to be together with me... But i failed tho... Bu shi xi wang ni neng wear the ring. But hope that you could keep it... Keep it in somewhere that you wont lose it... Cux that represents the happy memories we had together... the things we do, the place we went... And the same path we walked home together...
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1st Message
T*******, if i slp and nv wake up. Means i left this world liao~ I duno wat reason or difficulty you have. But i hope that you have really love wo the past few weeks. Im very happy to have you beside me... I love you lots, bye. ♥
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