Miss the days that i had fun tgt wit u...We were still friends~
At least... at least...
I just wan u to be friends with me like how it used to be
I miss u so much...
But i know u wont know and u wont care
Cux there is alrdy someone in your mind...
I wonder who, i wonder why
The feeling within me could not be expressed out...
Maybe thats y no one ever feels anything
Doubt she will bother coming to read my blog
Doubt she will bother abt me anymore...
I miss the past... I miss everything...
Im back~Waited for so long, about a month before Olvl starts till now
Holiday ended le
Drink three times with my friends
One at St James, One at SC hse, One at voiddeck
I nv drunk leahx~ li hai barhx?
Took alot video of my friends who r drunk
Laugh until cnt laugh liao...
I still deciding whether to post it online anot
Cux later they might kill me
Started sch liao
Projects tsunami are coming soon
Currently got so many Communication Skills projects to be done
Then comes my website design and my 3D design~
Its like coming as a small wave then big one
I wonder will i be able to handle them with my current mood
And my memory r getting worst liao
Maybe i might forget everything soon
But that would be good
This means i wont rmb all the sad things!
Hooray!!!
So wat if im good in programming
So wat if im good in games
So wat if im good in design
So wat if im creative
Crap~
Everytime happen on me...
I also duno y~
Maybe i not good enuf or watever barh...
Putting a smiley face mask on my current face
It looks cool, it hurts deep...
Deep down in my heart
Im being stabbed at many times...
One more scar over it~
Its not much of a big deal
Failed so much that i think my friends r finding it irritating...
Hope that guy will be a much better person once again
And hope she wouldl ive happily