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Saturday, May 30, 2009 ♥
First and Last Impression ♥

Impression is a strange thing
When a person is being shot down
He/She will never be able to climb up anymore

Am i right or wrong?
Anyone has any comments or opinion~


Anyway this week alot aeroplane fly...
Lolx
Do u get wat i mean?
Put aeroplane XD
Jus joking~
Take care everyone!

I'm never in a position to speak out whats in my mind
What do i want in life?
I have no idea all the time...

Monday, May 25, 2009 ♥
Thinking... ♥

Thinking and thinking...
I dont wan to let go jus like this...

Sunday, May 24, 2009 ♥

Friday went out with Amos and Kenneth
Then play with Mos 'Pump It Up' 30 songs
Play until shag sia...
So tired
Eat Subway for our meal and then go home at nite

Then Saturday plan to go Sentosa
So many ppl dua me...
End up left a few ppl~
Me and Mos had fun wit his friends
Play volley ball and fresbee
Then Qp and Hy come
Then Bury Hy with the sand and take picture~
Lolx...
Went to Tampines to eat and meet Sc and Matu
Dance "Pump It Up' again...
Unexpected sia~ qp, sc, matu all wan to dance
Then let them dance lorhx, since can 2 player
Then i on form~ hohoho!!!
Get alot S rank, means bo miss any note...

Go eat supper at the malay store
24hr de, eat prata~
I forget pay Sc the money... crap...
After tht jiu go Sc hse overnite...
But then end up all sleeping
Hy drink liao high high
Keep laughing non stop~ =.=
Then i super tired after one whole day of sports
Also toh liao~ Drop dead~

Sunday morning liao jiu go Mac eat breakfast
Then go home emo liao~
Alone again... sigh...
Think of alot things again when im alone
Then no one to talk to... sigh...
Haix!!!!!

Saturday, May 23, 2009 ♥
Life and my life... ♥

No mood to reply tagboard... Sry...

Things are like this now...
It will nv get better anymore
It will nv be like how it used to be...
I missed her
Even tho her mind is not thinking of me when we r out
Its does not really matters to me...
Seeing her outside with others happily really makes me feel odd
I have no idea whether to feel happy or sad...

Cnt understand what others is thinking... im so useless...
If being gentle to a gal is like gay or gal?
Then y people always complain their guys r too harsh...
Reality is reality~
I really knw now that in your heart im at this standard...
Pehaps im really a failure as a person
SC used to say that im born in the wrong body~
Haix...

I nv thought that...
I nv thought that...
I nv thought that...

Im pratically dead...
75 Days and still counting... I love u...

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ♥
Posting... ♥

I really did not complain to anyone...
Believe me...

Sunday, May 17, 2009 ♥
Haix~~~ ♥

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ahKC - Hehex, yupyup. Y leahx?
Audrey - Lolx. i will try to barhx~ >.<
Jialing - How u find me de sia? From Andy blog ar?
WM - U bo reply~ not me. lolx T.T
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Haix... Im always thinking y i cnt talk more
I jus seems like a boring guy when im out with others
But actually im not lorhx
I can talk alot with my other friends sia...
Wats wrong with me seahx...
Haix...

WM is going to fine me for saying Haix liao
But i hack care... hohoho~

She seems to be able to enjoy so much
Laugh, smile, talk with others happily...
She seems to be so happy and lively lorhx
Then is like when it comes to me
Its so silent... and i cant seems to bring her out of her own world
I tired speaking out also like dotx~ got firewall
Block tio... lolx...
And kena anti virus scan and full system scanning
Wash away everything that i wanted to say
And its back to silent again...
Im so pathetic sia...
Even Regine meet her first time also can tok so much to her
Wat shld i do???

Saturday, May 16, 2009 ♥
Saturday & Sunday ♥


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Lingg - Lolx, cux miss u too much marhxx =X
Bunny - Learn lorhx... but i retarded de T.T
Andy - Linked. hohoho
Xiao Rainbox - Hehex tyty, tag u b later~
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Ytd went out with Twinnie and Regine after work
Sianx diao sia, tio hold back in office
Actually wanted to run off half day de lorhx
Then can go fetch Twinnie
End up cnt sia...
They walk walk at Lot1
And then chit chat lorhx
While waiting me~
Then chiong down from office to CCK
So far seahx~
When i enter Tamp Mrt thr, got two gal veh funny sia
For further details, ask me... lazy type~ lolx
Oni told matu and bunny abt it currently
Then the mrt at Jurong East so pack sia
Then change train to CCk tht time
Enter the train surrounded by black ppl
OMG sia...
Like rotted fish liddat sia, the smell
I finding place to breathe...
Crap sia!!!
Control breath as much as i can
Until reach CCK
Then go take neoprints with Regine and Twinnie
Walk to library~ like for nth liddat
Then saw the baby corner for Regine =X
Went down to mac and eat
Then they look at me eat sia
So pai seh~
Then tou pai my pic, i din knw
They down thr laugh laugh
Ask them y laugh also nv tell me
Then say outside got ppl
I still blur blur, go look outside sia~ rawr!
Went outside sit thr and talk
Then take some pictures and then nth to do le
Walk round and round then pei Regine go home
After that walk back with Twinnie to the interchange
Send her home then i go back le
Reach the bus stop saw the stupid bus run off
So i decide to walk to the MRT
Got lost half way sia~
Then ask ppl for direction lorhx
The person point digonally sia
Then i walk across the field
Step until middle so muddy =.=
Diaox!!!
Then walk over liao try walk faster scared last train
Took Mrt home then reach ard 12.15am barhx~
Wahaha
So tired today then eyes closing
Jus now slp in train, heng Tamp station wake up sia
Today nth to do leahx
Ppl ask me out today but lazy to go out
No whr to go also
Still ask me go tamp walk... lolx sianx
Everyday walk tamp liao
Then bunny wan go vivo
But then no one free
SC with family
Mos with NS friends
The rest die liao. lolx!
Jkjk~
Then so watch anime and chat on phone until now

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 ♥
Twinnie ♥

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WM - Hard to cheer up la~ T.T
Joey - Lolx, Im dead. Im dumb. But wat is ding dong?
Qp - Tyty, go Sentosa~ Si amos bo comfirm wit me yet
Regine - Hahax, tyty. Actually is oni the panda face nice nia
Jelly - Rare visitor siaa~ tyty
Lingg - No mood type marhx~ lolx
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Name got robbed by Regine and Twinnie
Lolx~ heng i still got two or three more name to use

Ytd jus finish doing my blogskin
Hm... looks abit odd for me tho
Maybe cux im not used to it,
Or maybe cux i wan black color?
It will look more emo emo with black
Wahaha~
Then got work to do in the office
Do do awhile then tmr need to continue
Cux time to go home jiu run liao
I guai de ok?
I do until no work do then edit blogskin de
Twinnie say i free loader in the company liddat
Lolx~
Free internet, aircon and money T.T

Then twinnie msg getting slower too lerhx~
Was waiting for her msg almost the whole day
She always say no ppl pei her derhx...
Then i try stay up at nite to pei her
But then she also bo reply much
Haix...
Then jiu sianx diao le lorhx
So went to slp suan liao~
Duno issit cux got ppl pei her or msg her le

Now in office liao
Supervisor heben come so dun need start work yet
Tho i on the program liao ok?
See i so hardwork la!!! ^.^v

Today Thursday at last
My senior today got work so can pei me eat lunch
Had been eating lunch for duno how many days alone le
Omg!
Is boring de lorhx.... walk all the way to expo
Then ta pao subway back to eat
Emo emo emo sia~

Tmr shld be taking half day lerhx.... Hohoho!
And Monday another full day
Hope to go out with twinnie on Monday too sia
But duno she wan anot... haix...
But tmr going over to CCK meet Regine and Twinnie
I 1pm go off sia...
Duno whr i can go before meeting leahx
Sianx diao~ Plan to loiter around the void deck of twinnie
Until she come down... Lolx

Hm~ planning to go Sentosa sia
Next Saturday... Anyone interested?
Twinnie~ come larhx... >.<

Monday, May 11, 2009 ♥
Giving up ♥

Wo zhi dao le ta na li bi wo hao hen duo
Zai ni xin zhong
Wo yong yuan bu ke neng hui rang ni xin dong
Wo zhi dao wo bi ta fu chu de hai duo
Ke shi wo
Zai ni xin zhong mei you...
Ta duo...

Bunny, dui bu qi... always complain to u
From now on i will try my best!
HEEYA!
And stay happy.... he.. he... he....

I have scold enuf last nite
The others will be kept...
Lets all wait for our own~
Pehaps im weak...
I jus cnt take it anymore
To me, all the guys in the world r telling lies as well
T.T
Hope i get bang down by a car or watever soon
Life is boring...
Go work le... buhbye...
Last time~ And it will be in my heart...
... Haix... nvm...
Cnt say out anymore
Lolx
Im crapping in this post
Maybe is lack of sleep???
Or maybe i saw something i shld not see?
Or watever la...

Blogging ♥

Bunny - I'm pratically dead, not living dead ass

Friday was at ECP with twinnie
The bike shop closed at Pasir Ris
End up go over to ECP
Heng bo lost our way~
Took the bus to the nearest busstop
Then walk a long way in...
Find so long for the stupid shop lucky bo close
Rent the bike and cycle from one end to the other
The other side was block by so many fisher
The path so pwenny small
So decided to turn back at that point

Sing song tgt with twinnie
Chit chat here and there...
I have never talked so much to twinnie before
After so long the time was still quite early
Both of us tink the time veh slow...
Somehow i regretted~
It was fast for me when the day is ending...
How i wish the time could stop

Draw draw pic on the sand~
The stupid rain came
Keep on rush twinnie go shelther
Dun wan her get wet
Heng camp at Carl's Jr until rain stop
Go back still got the mark there
Then see the no sun de sun rise
Cloud so thick
My picture all is cloud...
Go return the bike then the shop not open
Wait so long then at last open le
Then go home liao~
Not enuf slp then need go gramp hse... Haix
Saturday is at thr over de... shagged

Wait for twinnie de msg for her to reach home
Wait for her msg until she gd mood then msg
Wait until midnite liddat...

Sunday No Life Also

Today went to work in the morning
Boring life...
Saw twinnie de sad face msg
And then she went to sleep le
See her blog post and got so worried
Whole day emo in office
Then send her another msg at 5+pm
Then she jus wake up...
Reach home le then msn her
I close my room door then end up tio stuck
The door spoil i think, then i stuck inside
Then mus force open the door~

Was damn depressed again when saw her msg
She dun reply much
Then came with the sad face
And talk abt him again...

(Please do not read bottom if u r underage)

I dont understand y some idiots like to hold on something
It seems like you are chasing someone else
And u dun let go this one
Say ily ily ily for **** sia...
U think its fun saying all this
But u dont knw they other person is feeling hurt
For **** sake, this is not a child game tht u play 10 yr back
Dont come tell me no time or watever crap
If u got the heart to do it, dun tell me in a freaking 2 months
U got not even a single day free
Your freaking good is jus for show or wat?
Treat how many ppl the same way liao huh?
U scared u cnt get the person u wan
Then u can come back issit!!!!!?
**** it la!

P.S : I'm going crazy, dun step on my land mine. God **** It!

Saturday, May 9, 2009 ♥
=.= ♥

Lingg - Nvm lurhx... few cents nia, let it dao also can
ahKC - Hab uh... i got link but i put your name but not as kc

At first got mood to type de...
Now no mood le

Seriously shagged le...
...

Firstly, if u regretted wanting to ton
Tell me so and we wont be going

Secondly, I guess those who r close to me
Knows wat i am refering to liao

Thursday, May 7, 2009 ♥
Blog blog blog ♥

WM - Nothing is up, lolx. My life is damn boring sia...
xiaorayy - Hehex thx thx.
regine - Sound so fierce leahx u. lolx
Lingg - Tada! Update le. Got me the company wont dao bi de.


Went to hand in declairation form
And took the thermometer from sch ytd
So end up oni work half a day

Today tio caught dling song in office
Joker~
Then they nv scold, oni ask me to delete
My attachment cui liao... Gone case
Do some work and sms then play game
6pm reach at last... How i wish is Friday lorhx
Then went home... wat a boring life

Twinnie seems more lively today
Hohoho~

Tuesday, May 5, 2009 ♥
Sick ♥

Im sick at last. YES!
I did it...
I... did... it...
But i did not go anywhere at all
Alone at home~
I din even meet to argue or quarrel today
I jus cant even stop myself from messaging
Wat a loser i am
Dun even have words to write
Jus put a stupid face and got scolded
I really not good at anything...
Pehaps i need to let go of f eveything soon...
Pehaps this is all i could~ im weak
I seriously very tired, sleepy
Hope it ends my life soon as well
A total of 66 days... 56 days of...
And many days of sadness
For all i could... I love U lots <3
Too bad i came at the wrong time
Or pehaps it does not even make a difference
Because i cant do anything at all
Maybe i dun knw, maybe i dun dare
...
I really love u... i really do...
Nvm... im dumb, bo liao~

Ban ye shui bu zao jiao
Ba xin qing heng cheng ge
Zhi hao dao wu ding zhao ling yi ge meng jing
Shui meng zhong bei qiao xing
Wo hai shi bu que ding
Zen hui you dong ren xuan lu zai dui mian de wu ding
Wo qiao qiao guan shang men
Dai zhe xi wang shang qu
Yuan lai shi wo meng li chang chu xian de na ge ren
Na ge ren bu jiu shi wo meng li na mo hu de ren
Wo men you tong yang de mo qi
Yong tian xian
Pai cheng ai ni de xing zhuang

Zai wu ding chang zhu ni de ge (zai wu ding he wo ai de ren)
Rang xing xing dian zhui cheng zui lang man de ye wan
Yong bao zhe shi ke zhe yi fen yi miao quan dou ting zhi
Ai kai shi jiu jie
Zai wu ding chang zhu ni de ge (zai wu ding he wo ai de ren)
Jiang fan huang de ye xian gei zui gu du de yue
Yong bao zhe shi ke zhe yi fen yi miao quan dou ting zhi
Ai kai shi jiu jie
Meng you ni er mei

Rang wo ai ni shi shei (shi wo)
Rang ni ai wo shi shei (shi ni)
Zen hui you dong ren xuan lu huan rao zai wo liang de shen bian
Rang wo ai ni shi shei (shi wo)
Rang ni ai wo shi shei (shi ni)
Yuan lai shi zhe wu ding you mei li de xie hou

Monday, May 4, 2009 ♥
Twinnie ♥

Yesterday was Sunday
Was sleeping almost the whole day
Waiting for twinnie to reply at the same time
Her mood dun seems good...
And she was replying really slow...
She say she hated me in one message~
I cnt get to sleep after that
Waiting for the next message to come
I dun even knw whether i would wan it to come anot
T.T
I sleep and wake up to msg a few times
At nite came le, she feeling better le...
Reply veh slow too...
Haix...

Today Monday le~
She msg me in the morning...
And the one in the afternoon
Somehow the amount of message seems countable now
Its lesser and colder
...
This is my life...
Quarreled again, jus cux of something stupid...
Felt like dying everyday~
Happy over msgin him and angry over me saying things
Im never better than him
Never
Never
Never
Never
Never
Never
Never...
Damn this life

Saturday, May 2, 2009 ♥
Friday and Sat ♥

Friday~
Went out with Matu, SC, Wm, Wm de gf, Bunny and Amos
Go all the way to Sembawang and sing KTV
Shout like mad then throat abit gone case liddat~
Went to eat at nite and then i buy cup noodle to SC hse
Sadded, we too late for train
Need to take taxi sia...
Omg... i forget to pay SC taxi de money =.="

At nite my phone bo batt liao~
Cnt msg twinnie...
Rush SC to on ebuddy for me to use
=D
Use Yi Rou de hairband looks like gal liddat~ lolx
Then play card all the way...
Then one by one start to slp
One on bed, one on sofa, one playing DotA until slp there
Me and Amos sleep on the floor... cnt sleep sia
Then Amos snore damn loud
Wake me up sia~
I poke poke him, he still slp until so song~ =.="

Morning after wash face all those le
One by one go home now
I went home with SC to bath
Then I charge my phone ^.^v
Msg twinnie~
Went back to SC hse and play mah jong
Waited for two dumb bell
End up tio dua~
One sleeping, one go lanshop
Wm need to go home
So left 3 people...
Asked Yi Rou joined us then go tgt
^.^v
4 ppl go watch X-men
SC say he need pay for 2 ppl de ticket~ lolx
Become my fault liao...

Was going home, saw some dun wan see de ppl
Duno y tht stupid SC go call him
Irritating
So angry...
Reach home and on computer
Twinnie had not been replying much... haix...
T.T
Fell asleep infront of my com while waiting for her reply...
Now wake up le then found out i fall aslp
I dun think i need to off com now... lolx
Buhbye~

Quiz ♥

1.Real name : Derrick
2. Nickname : Dun have???
3. Star sign : Aries
4. Male or female : Male
5. Primary School : Yumin
6. Secondary School : Pasir Ris
7. JC/Poly : NYP
8. Hair color : Blonde + Brown
9. Long or short : Not long not short uh~
10. Loud or Quiet : See is wit who lorhx
11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans barh...
12. Phone or Camera : No phone sure die
13. Health freak : Die also nvm
14. Drink or Smoke? : I would drop dead if i smoke
15. Do you have a crush on someone? : Yes... T.T
16. Eat or Drink : Eat xD1
17. Piercings : Dun have uh~
18. Tattoos : Nope...

HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane : Yuppz
20. Been in a relationship : None, wat a sadist
21. Been in a car accident : If i had, would i even be typing this?
22. Been in a fist fight : Duno how to fight~

FIRSTS:
23. First piercing : Tell u dun have liao lorh~
24. First best friend : Choon Yee
25. First award : Pri sch de duno wat scholarship crap la~
26. First crush : Dun feel like saying...
28. First vacation : Japan, last year...

LASTS:
29. Last person you talked to : SC
30. Last person you texted : Yi Rou
31. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: SC, QP, Yi Rou
32. Last food you ate : Hotdog bun =.=
33. Last movie you watched : X-Men
34. Last song you listened to : Zhi Dao
35. Last thing you bought : Hotdog bun
36. Last person you hugged : How i wished i have someone that i can hug...

FAVES:
37. Food : Choco
38. Drinks : Any Soda will do...
39. Clothing : Got hood de jiu can le...
40. Books : I dun read books... i rather die
41. Song : Lyk all the song i hear~
42. Flower : I duno flower de names T.T
43. Colors : Blue, black, White
44. Movies : Cnt rmb wat i like most
45. Phrase : Sianx...
46. Subjects : Huh? Wat u mean subjects?
47. [ ] Kissed in the snow
48. [ ] Celebrated Halloween
49. [x] Had your heart broken
50. [ ] Went over the minutes on your cell phone
51. [x] Someone questioned your sexual orientation
52. [x] Came out of the closet
53. [ ] Gotten pregnant (Im a male, for god sake)
54. [ ] Had an abortion (As i mentioned earlier =.=)
55. [x] Done something you've regretted
56. [x] Broke a promise
57. [x] Hid a secret
58. [x] Pretended to be happy
59. [x] Met someone who changed your life
60. [x] Pretended to be sick
61. [x] Left the country
62. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
63. [x] Cried over the silliest thing
64. [ ] Ran a mile (How much is a mile?)
65. [ ] Went to the beach with your best friend(s)
66. [x] Stay single the whole year . (Had been single since born till now)

CURRENTLY:
67. Eating : Air
68. Drinking : Water Vapour
69. I'm about ton : Is this question a typo?
70. Listening to : My own singing la~
71. Plans for tomorrow : Sleep
72. Waiting for : For myself to finish doing this quiz before going to sleep

YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids? : With who?
74. Want to get married? : Fated to be single, how to married?
75. Careers in mind : Create anime de~

76. Lips or eyes : Simi question is this sia?
77. Shorter or taller? : Taller (Tho its cute to be short? =X)
78. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
79. Nice stomach or nice arms : Huh???
80. Sensitive or loud : Sia la... i dun understand so many question... xia suay
81. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant : Both also dun wan how???

HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts : I dun have at all~
84. Ran away from home : "Run" out have. lolx
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense : I would have been caught if i did that???
86. Killed somebody : Would i be typing this thing again if i did???
87. Broken someone's heart : Somehow~
88. Been arrested : I so guai, how to tio arrested~
89. Cried when someone died : T.T

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself : No, i dun
91. Miracles : Almost none soon
92. Love at first sight : No idea
93. Heaven : Nope
94. Santa Claus : Nope, bo snow in singapore... He would have been dead hot =.="
95. Sex on the first date : Believe as in other ppl does it? Then yes. Me, then no.
96. Kiss on the first date : Same as the previous qn

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? : Twinnie Twinnie Twinnie... T.T
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? : Seriously No

99. Do you believe in God? : Nope... Cux life so unfair
100.This is the 100th and last question : Do you feel empty ? : Wat empty? Im hungry...

NOW TAG 10 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
I dun have so many leahx~
Anyone read this jus do ok?
SC
WM
Yi Rou





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