Loves <3

Tuesday, March 31, 2009 ♥

End of bday ♥

This year de bday... well~
Nth at all barhx
Jus ended also...
Totally shattered from inside out
...

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In office on bday ♥

Im in office now, tho today is my bday
I am able to go off earlier sia
4pm can go lerhx...
But i have no whr to go also~
Wanted to go out with her so much so much
But i cnt ask...
Later kena scolded by her on bday... so sianx
Feel so terrible now tho~
She give me a feeling tht im nth to her...
Imagine go home at 4pm, emo alone thr
Now 3pm le, one more hr to go...
Wat shld i do now?
Its so no life this year...

How i wish someone would ask me out now...
...
I love her so much...

Monday, March 30, 2009 ♥

Bday ♥

I entered my birthday with a sad sad mood
I wonder wat will happened today~
She nv did msg me after tht...
All she think is him him and him~
I really in no position i guess...
I go slp le barhx, work work work tmr
Hope can forget all the sad things
Im still waiting for u...
For your msg...
I love u <3

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Wat am i to u actually... ♥

Wat am i to u actually... haix...

♥

Wake up head still giddy giddy
Since ytd le~
A symtom of dying. lolx
Reach office safely, nv tio bang by car
Then do the same old thing until afternn lorhx
Waiting for her msg all the way but dun hab

Ard 3 or 4 plus then got msg barhx
She so angry sia... fierce leahx
Rawr!
Then try cheer her up
But i too lame, end up kena shoot~
After tht no reply from her again le...
Haix...

Tmr bday le... haix...
Wat will happen???

Sunday, March 29, 2009 ♥

Happi happi ♥

Woke up at 11am bo sms derhx
So i started the first msg~
Amos in msn ask me play game
Was waiting for qp and matu
Atl ats qp came in
Matu missing~ duno whr he go also
Wait and wait...

Then twinnie ask me accompany
Yeah! So happi
I see the msg liao immediately stand up
Lolx~
Go bath and change at super spd
Then something terrible happened
Mum start to blar blar blar
Then tio slow down~
Sadded.
Take my things and faster go out the hse
BTH...
Went to few places and then she went home

I was so hungry, but i duno wat to eat
Then go KFC, cux i wan the wipped potato
I was alone, bo seat to chop sia
I need to order take-away and find seat
Sadded T.T
Eat half way, emo emo... cuz lonely
Then bunny call me
Yeah! My gd friend bunny~
Chat until my phone de batt minus one bar sia
Yao siu!
The batt need save for twinnie de sms de. lolx
Went back to vivo Again...
Go rooftop and arcade~
Cost a bomb sia, the stupid acarde scammer de
I last time top up so much
Now they tell me i oni top $18
I need $82 more to be gold card member
Wah... scam sia~
They nv write got expiry date sia~
The last time i check at TM was $62 liao sia
Crap...
Went home alone in MRT

Kidda sad cux of something...
Someone wan tok to me abt it?

Saturday, March 28, 2009 ♥

Out with them ♥

Today went out at ard 4pm
Go out with the 2 NS guy
lolx, both botak head liao~
Tok tok tok abt army thingy
Pang seh me one corner at the MRT
Sad rit?
Told Amos a cold joke

Me: "See before a guy wear jeans in their body before?"
Amos: "No, y?"
Me: (pointing to SC jacket behind) "lolx, his jacket call jeans~"

Go thr eat ajisan, then tok alot of jokes and crap
The went to find the shop SC wan buy thing from
On the way saw his friend

His friend: "Eh~ hey, hi"
SC: "Hello"

And they start toking to each other
I thought of something and keep poking SC shoulder
He ignore me so i told Amos wat i was going to do
I was laughing like mad
When SC finish talking, he turn over here

Amos and me: "Eh~ hey, hi!"
SC: "Win liao lorhx~"

Lolx!!! Damn funny
U mus be thr to experience the situation narhx
Or else u wont find it funny...
Went to the shop all those and then go lavender MRT
Then take mrt back here
Go eat eat with both of them, QP and Matu
Swear not to eat the dessert at nite in TM liao
After tht went to buy bubble tea
LOLX!!!
Amos order, qp order, then my turn
Matu...

Shop People (SP): "Lai, wan wat?"
Matu: "Chocolate green tea"
SP: "Huh?"
Matu: "Eh~"
SP: "So u wan chocolate milk tea or chocolate ice blend"
Matu: "Oh oh.. chocolate milk tea"

Lolx...
I was laughing like mad~
Had been laugh so much today
Cux i was toking so much lame joke too
Its since so long tht i could laugh out
Last few days was so sad
So sad tht i could die cux of it
Abt 11+pm went home

Had been waiting for her msg since the last one
She nv reply me
There she is so sad~
And i cnt be thr by her side
How sad...
Hope she dun hurt herself~
Thts y i hate piggy...
And so sad tht my softtoy is a pig...
Omg~ so no one to be wit me when im sad
Haix... hope she will cheer up soon~

Friday, March 27, 2009 ♥

3rd Friday ♥

Today is the third friday~
So fast 3wk past liao
Got gastric pain whole day
But now no mood to eat...

Went off to work happily
Hoping tht the sms would come faster...
And so wat if it does
Doesnt matter anymore
Seems like im alone at home now still
Jus wanted to bring her out
Dun wana see her always alone
Dun wan her to be sad
Dun wan her to be moody
She said she will stay at home
But then all i wan is to persuade her out...
I knw i kidda persistant
But all i was thinking at tht moment was jus to bring her out
And now everything is all gone
Dun bother abt the bday anymore...
I doubt she wans to come out now... ... T.T
Miracle dun come true afterall...

Ppl one word wins me a thousand words~
Not oni words... I do wat i can lerhx...
Wat more can i do...
I shag when i saw her 'nope' in sms
And got scolded on msn when i get home
...
All i get for today is this...
How i wish i nv msg her
And i got bang down by a car on the way home~
...
wtf...
...
wtf...
...

Got ppl waiting for him
And he give no action...
I swear i hate the word 'piggy' my whole life...

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 ♥

Haix~ ♥

The miracle i wanted happen worhx~
Odd eh? Maybe cux its bday barhx...
Wanted to go out wit her everyday leahx
But then seems like cnt sia
I miss her, she miss someone else
Lolx~

Once again i emo in office
Trying to find something to do...
See see her blog
See see my blog
Then go Adobe flash do some animation
Edit the website abit~
Waiting for her sms! Lolx~
Abt 3 more hours until she wake up barhx
Getting hungry soon, whr is my lunch?
Today duno wan eat wat again
Everyday eat "Cai fan" until sianx
RAWR!
Nth to post le leahx~
Hm... sad sia
Always wait for her msg at nite
Wait wait wait
Until i fall aslp...

Oh ya... rmb liao
I dream of her sia~ lolx
I think of her too much until dream of her
She told me something and duno wat nia tho
Then i rmb need sms her
Lolx!
Then end up i wake up see her msg and reply her
Then fall asleep
Then abt 1 hr later, wake up again
Send another msg and then go back to sleep
=.=
Kidda lame tho
Morning so slpy~ nt enuf slp
Lolx!
How i wish no work leahx~
Then can sms her until she slp
Or else always i sleep first
I feel so bad...

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In office ♥

Im in office now, lolx type blog
Sho sad now seahx~
Gt rejected when asking ppl to go out
Anyway the thingy i wanted for my Bday cnt come true le
Haix...
Wanted to ask her out on tht day to pei me du guo de...
But then she seems so unwilling to tok abt tis topic
Its no use at all le lorhx...
Wat shld i do now?
My bday is alone...
Haix...
By her side always~

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ♥

Sadded ♥

Working the whole day lorhx~
Study hard so tht i can give the one i love, good life next time
Im not really tht smart though...
Jyjy barhx~
No money to buy oil tho... im getting lame
Haix, kidda emo lorhx
I asked tht stupid qn and get a great answer
And now im so depressed abt it~
Wat shld i do now?
Wat can i do?

Wat can i do to make you mine~
Fallen so hard, so fast this time
Wat did i say, wat did u do~
How did i fall in love with u...

Love this song so much~
But i not suit to sing english song
Haix..

I sometimes wonder... did i really do alot for her?
Or issit veh common for other guys to do this as well?
Did she even feel touched anot... i really wonder
She cnt see me at all
Everyday and nite is tht guy and tht guy
Shld even can cut her hand or willing to die tgt wit him
Wat am i to her actually?
I cnt even ask her out...
One word from him and she agree

Shld i be happy if they are tgt?
I shld be happy tht her wish came through
I shld really be happy tht she can be tgt wit the one she love
How to do it worhx... heartbroken...
Hope tht they not tgt?
She will be veh sad, u think i can do it?
Of cux not...
Who would wan the person they like
To be always sad and moody?

Can someone talk to me?
I realise tht i dun have a good friend
To tok to me abt all this...
~Feel lyk dying~

Sunday, March 22, 2009 ♥

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Im in office now!!!

Quiz taqqed by ling

1.Beside your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
- Cheeks barhx~

2.How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Sianx... cux need to go workx

3.Who was the last person you took picture with?
- Kay~

4.Would you consider to be spoiled?
- Maybe?

5.Would you ever donate blood?
- I dun mind~ but the person take my blood veh suay

6.Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex?
- Maybe? I duno consider good anot~

7.Do you want someone dead?
- Me barhx... But i wan die nice nice de

8.What does your last text msg says?
- U mean txt i recieve or i send? =.="

9.What are you thinking of right now?
- Tinking of how to answer the next question

10.Did you wish someone was with you right now?
- Yup... Wish it so much~

11.When did you go to sleep last night?
- Din slp last time... I slept this morning~ lolx

12.Where did you bought the t-shirt that you are wearing now?
- Bugis

13.Is someone in your mind right now?
- Yupyup, she slping now.. =X

14.Who was the last person who texted you
- Ling

15.People tagged to do this quiz
I dun have anyone to ask to do leahx~ T.T
Excuse me for skiping the rest of the qn... lolx

Sunday, March 15, 2009 ♥

Stupid me~ ♥

Stupid...
This gal ask the guy she like to go out~
Then the guy reject her cux he busy, she wan go cut herself
Then another guy tht like her see liao, sad until~~~
Omg... still drop tears~
Damn sia suay
Duno wat word i shld use to discribe him sia...
Dumb or stupid or duno wat

I knw tht wat i say wont matters to you
I cnt make u change wat u think
But at least i tried my best to stop u from hurting yourself
At least you knw that someone is here to care for u
I dont ask for anything now~
Just wan you to stay happy...
And at least tok to me like how we r before...

Friday, March 13, 2009 ♥

Haix ♥

This few days not really in good mood~
She is so cold to me
Attachment started le worhx...
Everyday 8.30am mus reach thr and then slack thr actually
Nothing much to do yet
Wait for her sms~ wait and wait lorhx
Then do some web pages cux my task is to redesign the company web
6pm end le, so fast one day...
But when u r inside thr... its so long
Din have dinner or have veh little... not like usual~
Now all i wan is to at least be like last time...
Wat are you actually thinking?
Let me knw hao bu hao?...
X3

Thursday, March 12, 2009 ♥

Sry ♥

Im sorry... I really really do...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ♥

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~Quiz taqqed by ling~

1: Are you single - yupyup

2: Are you happy - not currently~

3: Are you bored - Im always bored

4: Are you fair - ya~ for a guy

5: Are you Italian - see my picture~ obvious

6: Are you intelligent - nope...

7: Are you honest - U lied to myself often

8: Are you nice - Duno~ Let other ppl decide

9: Are you Irish - see my picture again~

10: Are you Asian - yupyup

~TEN FACTS~

1: Full Name : Chai Wen De

2: Nicenames : FrozenSymphony

3: Birth Place : Hospital =X

4: Hair Colour : Black???

5: Natural hair style : Abit curl barhx...

6: Eye colour : Nv go see before

7: Birthday : 31th March, i wan present from u~

8: Mood : Sadded...

9: Favourite colour : Blue, black, white

10: One favourite place you like to visit : Hell?

~Ten QUESTIONS~

1:Have you been in love - Love someone, not tgt...

2:Do you believe in love at the first sight - Shld be barhx...

3:Do you currently have a crush - yupyup T.T

4:Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Obvious

5:Have you ever broken someone heart - Shld be... but definately not in relationship

6:Have you ever had your heart broken - Another obvious qn

7:Have you ever liked someone but never tell them - yupyup...

8:Are you afraid you Commitment - Nope

9:Who was the last person you hug - no one to hug la~

10:Who was the last person you said i love you to - Haix... u shld knw...

~TEN THIS OR THAT~

1:Love or lust : Love <3

2:Hard liquor or beer : Liquor

3: Cats or dogs : Doggy

4: A few best friends or any regular friends : A few best friends

5:Creamy or Cruncy : Creamy

6:Pencil or Pen : Pencil (I cnt draw with pen)

7:Wild night out or romantic night in : Romantic Night

8:Money or Happiness : Happiness

9:Day or night : Night

10 : IM or phone : Phone

~TEN HAVE YOU EVER~

1. Been caught sneaking out - yupyup

2. Seen a polar bear - yupyup

3. Done something you regret - yupyup

4. Bungee jumped - A no at last...

5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - eeyer... nope~

6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - I have no idea wat it is...

7. Been caught naked - Caught myself?

8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - I nv had one...

9. Cried because you lost your pet - Nv had pet

10. Wanted to disappear - I always wanted to

~TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER~

1. Smile or eyes - Depends

2. Light or dark hair - Both also can?

3. Hugs or kisses - Get pass the first part before i come to this

4. Shorter or taller - Shorter

5. Intelligence or attraction - Attraction

6. Topman or Zara - Duno wat r they~

7. Funny or serious - Funny

8. Older or younger - Younger

9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing

10. Sweet or bad - Sweet

~TEN HAVE YOU'S~

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yupyup

2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yupyup

3. Ever tried walking on your hands - I cnt...

4. Ever been to a rock concert - Nope

5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - Nope

6. Ever been on a dance team - Nope

7. Ever been on a sports team - Nope

8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Nope

9. Ever own a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bently - Nope

10. Ever been on a rap video - Nope

~TEN LASTS~

1. Last phone call you made - I sms usually, hardly call

2. Last person you hugged - No one to hug... on top say liao

3. Last person you hung out with - Her

4. Last time you worked - Today lorhx.. now attachment

5. Last person you talked to - Mother~

6. Last person you IM'd - IM'd???

7. Last person you texted - Her

8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Forget again.. i got STM

9. Last person/thing you missed - Miss her

10. Last website visited - Blogspot

~TEN PEOPLE TO DO~

I dun have much ppl to ask, do if u wan barhx~

Bunny, mus do hor?