FrozenSymphony

23

2011-07-08T01:17:00.000-07:00

23rd Message

Playing pool with my friend now. Thinking of u, thinking of the past. I have no idea if i shld be happy or sad now. U r tgt with him again. He is the one who can protect u. Now i really feel the meaning of living in different world. I cant help u when u r in trouble... T*******, u nv knw how i feel. Do u?? U asked me abt my fb status, how am i gona tell u wat it is abt? Some things is meant to be left unsaid... Wat difference will it makes even if i say it? I indeed have lots to tell u and lots of them are jus... Confession left unsaid... I love u T*******...

22

2011-07-08T01:08:00.000-07:00

22nd Message

Last nite in this camp, cnt slp. Thinking of u once again... Shld i let u knw that i still love u? Or shld i not? Miss u alot... U r the one i love the most yet the one tht i couldnt do anything for u when u nd help. Makes me feel so useless. Wat shld i do now?

21

2011-07-08T01:00:00.000-07:00

21st Message

Everything seems to be over le. Hope u r going to b to normal. Heard abt similar ting in camp during my test. Suddenly feel damn upset. I cant help but keep blaming myself for leaving your side a year ago. Maybe things might be different from now. Nth can be undone. I jus got to live with it... But i dun think i can forgive myself.... Past two day u din msg much again. Really dun knw y... I hope we dun distance again... Thinking back abt it, i cant do a single crap during tht time and i knw nth. It seems lyk we r living in two different world... U even call yr ex to help u, he also sent u home. What did i do? Felt so useless out of a sudden. Really wana knw wat am i to u now...

20

2011-06-03T10:25:00.000-07:00

20th Message

Each day cheering you up, thinking wat i could do to help you. Yet nth seems to come out of my mind. Let me knw wat he threaten u with, let me protect u. This cant go on forever. When u told me how u control your tears in sch, i cant help but feel sad too. I dun wan you to get hurt at all~ Cux u r precious to me...

19

2011-06-03T10:21:00.000-07:00

19th Message

Its reaching june, the time that we first met. Back to how we used to chit chat about anything again. But will we be tgt again? I really have little confidence tho... My friend told me the one who leaves shld be the one saying. I somehow tink so too... But then again, will a gal say first? I miss you alot, had been long since i see you. Dear ghost, how long r u going to fly ard before coming back to me? <3 u~

18

2011-06-03T10:19:00.000-07:00

18th Message

Half drunk, in my friend hse. Whole mind only got u... I knw you r attached now... and its almost a year... I jus cant forget about u... Im still gonna wait... I love you alot t******* Nitex...

17

2011-03-12T23:54:00.000-08:00

17th Message

Friend pek check with me for doing stupid stuff... Lolx! I think there are somethings or watever that i shouldnt bother to do or care anymore. In reality, time cnt be turned back. No matter how long or how much to look back, the result is still the same. Somehow i feel that u have already found someone else le... Im not sad, neither am i happy. Numb le... My emotional side almost died totally le. Its like im not gonna feel sad so easily anymore. Should be glad that u found someone if its true bah. Afterall u this ben dan always nv take care hao, fall sick so easily, have so much weird problem. Lolx. Need someone to take care of u better. Guardian Angels protects u from the front, give u the love and care. As a Guardian Ghost, i protect u with watever i can. But from the back that u dun even notice my existance anymore...

16

2011-03-11T09:17:00.000-08:00

16th Message

Today is 10th March. Suddenly miss you so much that my brain has nth else but u. We were briefed about our driving test at Ubi for next week. The first thing that came to my mind is that you came with me during my first test. I failed it. But im happy that its the first time i meet u. After the test, went to the coffee shop and find u. Duno who buy QOO and complain about the food thr. Lolx. Miss you so much, i tried to sms u again. Friend scolded me yet i ignore. I believe that i knw u better than them. Recieved 5 msg from u today, was so damn happy that i could tear anytime. had been 9 months since we talk to each other about something. Its March now, birthday is coming. Wonder what u will lyk to have? Wonder will you be celebrating. Im in camp on my 21st birthday. Cant ask for much, just hope that u will come back to me and not leave me again. Love me forever, girl. Cux i really love u alot, t*******.

15

2011-03-11T09:13:00.000-08:00

15th Message

POP liao! Lolx. Now everyday training drills sia. So tiring and sleepy... Parents going to watch too... Was thinking if u could also be there to see... Its so lyk a once in a life time thing sia... See how much i change and stuff liddat...But i knw there is no way u gonna be at the grand stand anymore... watching me march and cheering for me. Neither will anyone, other than my parents... Hahax! If only you were still here, after all and all... I woulc tell my parents and squadmates. Hey! this is my cute and sweet girlfriend. I will never let her go and will love her with all i got

14

2011-03-11T09:10:00.000-08:00

14th Message

Wish so much that u would be happy yet something happened. Wana know y, but since you wont say to me, im ok with it. Cux no matter wat, im still by your side. After near 9 month, this is the first time you replied me. Im kidda happy tho... However u seem so cold to me... Hope things will get better soon.

13

2011-03-11T08:56:00.000-08:00

13th Message

Many things happened this month. In camp, in life and in my r/s. After all and all, i still think back about you. Just had my 3 days block leave. Kena force to take. Was wondering if we would be going out tgt everyday or not if u have nt leave. I would keep alot of time for u. Was booking in today le. In mrt saw so many girls sia. Imagining your height, your look. Imagine u were beside me, sending me off to camp... I smiled to myself for awhile... Its not possible anymore... And nw im lying on bed thinking about... So tired yet i cnt slp... We are not even friends now. When will you ever talk to me again? i wish the reason for not talking to me is to prevent me from getting trouble and not avoiding me... But trust me, i did rather get beaten and have you by my side... Cux i really miss u...

12

2011-03-11T08:51:00.000-08:00

12th Message

Going to bookout got another block leave le... Ah... But seems lyk i have nth much to do though. How i wish i can still go out with you... Had beens looking at your name in my phone contact, yet i have send u not even a single msg... Valentines day is this coming monday... Will i see you in the street again? Guess your bf will be planning something sweet for u huh...

11

2011-02-03T08:52:00.001-08:00

11th Message

Its chinese new year today! Send you msg again, but still no reply from you... Am i not even a friend to you anymore? Wanted to talk to you so much again... Miss the time you disturb me and wan me to play audi with you... Happy chinese new year, t*******... Have a great year ahead... Hope one day you will start talking to me again... My beloved ghost...

10

2011-02-03T08:51:00.002-08:00

10th Message

Sometimes i still wonder what is the actual reason that you become together with me and also left me. Everything come and go so fast. Feels like there is never enough time when im with you... If you truely love me for that period of time, i really duno if i should thank you for falling in love with such a useless guy or what... Hahax... Pehaps i cant give you a security feeling that a guy should... My friend once told me this and i nv forget it... And i think its really true for me... 6 month since you left me... Many things just ran through my mind. I guess it might make me a better bf in future... For another gal, or maybe... The one and only you that may come back one day...

9

2011-02-03T08:51:00.001-08:00

9th Message

T*******... How r u? Seems lyk you are fine... Hahax. Dreamt of you that day in camp. Was a happy dream to me eh... Somehow whenever i c gal that r small size reminds me of you now... Lolx... No matter how much i want you to come back, my body does not do anything about it... How will a one month love win over a one year love? It just came to my mind suddenly... What can i do? Whatever i do will just make you feel irritated... It somehow disturb your happy life... I rather suffer myself than having to spoil your happiness... Seems stupid eh... Hahax... Everytime i type a msg to you, i will jus tear... Yet i can do is just type and type and type... Nth get to you... I know u r always so stubbon... Same as me... Lolx. But thats you and i love you... All i wana say is i still wan you back even though i nv tried to get you back... Take care gal... Nitex...

8

2011-02-03T08:50:00.002-08:00

8th Message

Its new year eve that day and i really saw you on the last time before 2010 ends. Im glad my wish came true. No idea who had gave me this holy chance. Saw your friend too, but you were just avoiding me. I just keep lying to myself that it was coincidence that you turn and look down. Walk past each other lyk strangers. It just hurts me deep in my heart. I couldnt just burst into tears right at the spot. No one would... Its the kind of feelings i need to pay so i get to c u again... Now its a new year, wish you have a happy year. Worry so much that you might get hurt again. Saw that you said in blog about having the right one, the oni bf, i think its time i find path to move on too... Im trying to step forward too... Will you give me back my heart that i left with you? Will u?

7

2011-02-03T08:50:00.001-08:00

7th Message

Its christmas tonight. I wish not for santa to send you to me. Cux that would take your happiness away. I wish he could send me to you. So that there will be someone around when you need... If a single snow flake represents that i miss you, it would be snowing now... Merry christmas t*******... Love u always... Hope he never would change back again to the past and that love you even more now... Wonder if you are enjoying yourself now... If only i can c u again during this year, this day, this christmas...

6

2011-02-03T08:49:00.002-08:00

6th Message

Time pass by so meaninglessly for me this few months. Just kind of like losing the aim in my life. Almost 5 months since you left me. Im still thinking of you everyday. Regardless how tired or sleepy after training. Every weekend will look at how you have been. Smiled to myself when i saw that your boyfriend is treating you well and loving you. That matters is still that you are happy. Seeing you smiling in your pictures could just be my best comfort. I guess im just noy able to give you what you want and make you feelsecured. I will never forget the times we spent together eventhough the time is short. Cause thats the happiest moment in my life. To be with you, right beside you and be there when you need someone. I still have to say that t*******, i love you alot. I wished so much that you could come back to me. Forever your hungry ghost, your guardian ghost.

5

2011-02-03T08:49:00.001-08:00

5th Message

Hope you two will last long and that he really changed to a better person. Recently c that you are upset... Yet i just duno what i should do. Pehaps he is there for you would be enough... Stay happy my girl... And for im always your noob guardian ghost...

4

2011-02-03T08:48:00.002-08:00

4th Message

Gonna enter for NS le... Will be 3 month missing and 2 year lack of time for anything... Enjoy going out with you and really nice having you by my side... However it does not last long. No idea y you have changed but i jus felt that you dun tok to me much and treat me coldly... Seldom go out with me and nv call me to go out with your friends anymore... Im getting not used to it... Kidda sad for me, but thats what you wan tho... Rmb to take gd care of yourself and our pooh bear... I duno whats going through your mind rit now, but i wont be so selfish to force you to be with me after all this... If you found a better person, i wish u all the best with him and last long... And all i left to say is that i love u alot alot... That no one else you could find, would love and care for you more than i do... Bye... Take carex...

3

2011-02-03T08:48:00.001-08:00

3rd Message

Dear t*******... Did i do something that made you angrty? I really duno but i really wish i could know and change to be better... Miss you alot over this few weeks... Wondering how you are doing and stuff. all i could do is visit you at your blog and facebook everyday... Wished that i am by your side when you are sad... Love with with all my heart... I hope that you would be my first and last girlfriend... Will you?

2

2011-02-03T08:46:00.000-08:00

2nd Message

Im wearing the ring everyday. Im not sure if the way im acting is foolish or wat. Im thinking of you everyday and nite...Made the ring on the one month that we have been together. Hope ta ask you to be together with me... But i failed tho... Bu shi xi wang ni neng wear the ring. But hope that you could keep it... Keep it in somewhere that you wont lose it... Cux that represents the happy memories we had together... the things we do, the place we went... And the same path we walked home together...

1

2011-02-03T08:44:00.000-08:00

1st Message

T*******, if i slp and nv wake up. Means i left this world liao~ I duno wat reason or difficulty you have. But i hope that you have really love wo the past few weeks. Im very happy to have you beside me... I love you lots, bye.

Messages

2011-02-03T08:06:00.000-08:00

So many messages in my inbos that are unsent... Wanna read them?

Once again i failed

2010-08-26T21:56:00.000-07:00

It was all like a dream, started from june 2010.

From the first time i saw you, to the last... I thought i have find my happiness...

All i thought was to give in my best for u, but nevertheless everything just ended

Everything still stays in my mind

Whatever we did together,

Wherever we went,

Whoever we were with...

It did not fade away as fast as yours does

Or i could say that, it just could not fade away

I am still by your side somehow now

But not visible anymore once again~

For i am just a guardian ghost...

You are back to who you belong to, thats what you say

And i really hope he did change for the better...

For you...

And treat you better now...

Even if i have to turn back time, i guess i will still make the same choice

Yet this time i would spend every single day i have with you

Because now i know that you are gonna leave...

I love you more than anyone does

Yet i know that nothing will change from now on

Noob

Hungry Ghost

Guardian Ghost

Goodbye...

T_T

2010-04-12T12:57:00.000-07:00

Went to see her blog... it hurts me even tho it has been so long...

I thot i have given up, thot i have forgotten...

Hope u still rmb me

Hope u could stay happy

Hope u could last long wit him

Hope i could still put u to slp on your slpless nite...

Sick of it

2010-02-20T10:26:00.000-08:00

Im so sick of myself sometimes
I really wana do something
But then the surface me is telling me to do this
And the actual me wants the other way
I feel shy and stuff
People think im gay or sissy
Yeah rit... so wat...
I know im doing things that im controling
Not the way i want
I so like to drink so that i can forget things
So that i can be myself because i wont be shy
I really like it that way, like now im spamming my volka at home
Get jealous and stuff today, yet... im still doing nth
I duno y im getting jealous anyway
But yeah... i hope i can be myself without drinking soon...

I am gentle, not gay or sissy...
Sigh... it sux to be me...

Last day of the year still sad...

2009-12-31T06:48:00.000-08:00

Got 3 place to go at first
End up im not at any of the three place
This sux...
All because of one guy
And that is the called "friend"
I had always put friends at my first piority
But non of my friend did ever put me in the first...

Other who cant come out jiu nvm
One keep saying tired, dun wan come out
This and tht all excuses
End up is go out with other friend... wth was tht...
Jus tell me u meet other ppl le, simple rit?
Y do u have to lie to me with such stupid excuse...

Next is another guy, meet me go out
He at office drunk liao wan me go there find him
Escort him home like a security guard
End up stay at his house do nth!!!
And see him sleep
Then end up nv go up...
Sigh...
Walk home alone, down the lonely street
This feeling sux, dun ever try it!

Now alone at home...
Duno wat to do...
Miss her still... i duno wat i shld do also...
We seems like stranger + normal friends
Im like asking for too much i guess...
But well, lets see how it goes then
Lets take things step by step
I mus understand tht she need time too
To have space and time to breathe
I mus understand...
I mus understand...
Blah!!! =P
Happy New Year to everyone
And to her

Ok, Continue

2009-12-29T20:41:00.000-08:00

Continue from where i stop
Actually i forget whr i stop liao...
Lolx
Jus fun for tht eve i guess, i duno abt the others
Din slp after i got home cux cnt slp also
Do some work even tho i have no mood
End up like do nth liddat
Whole day duno bo liao or wat
At nite went to watch Avatar with friends at 11+
Watch until abt 3am liddat
Come home again cnt slp...
Sigh...
Maybe the tiredness kill me, then woah! Not bad also
Enjoy until die rather than sad until die rit?
Live life happily if i can u see???
Suicide is a stupid way, cux u die sadly, not happily~

The next day went to my cousin bday party
So long nv go liao
All like stranger, i feel kidda odd
Sms people hope to get reply but dun seem to have much reply
Eat something, Drink something and then go to Grandpa Hse
Down thr stay overnite, do nth much
They so slow pace de life... i not used to it
Cux is like sit ard, watch TV, do nth... My proj at home
I cnt relax at ease
After tht they go slp ard 2 or 3am???
I nv slp again
Watch some anime, read some blog post, use facebook
Morning eat mac then duno wat again
Then go Plaza Sing buy ticket for Chipmunk
The show ok ok la, after watching Avatar, i think all show ok ok
Lolx... Thats how good i think it is
Furthermore humans die!!! They lost
Thats the part im happy about...

Went home after dinner and then ah...
After 3 sleepless nite~
I can slp abit...
After so long le... I hope i can really be out of my own trap...
Maybe its time to let go, maybe its not...
When i see her saying she is sad, i have the urge to msg her
Its not like im afraid tht she would ignore me
But something else in my mind...
I still miss the past alot, but its not able to be the same anymore
Wats over its definately over
Wats the future depends on wat we build???
I anyhow typing now... LOLX
Hm... ya... Took the first step by msg her
And i put =/
How stupid... lolx
It doesnt seems we r very close anymore
Pehaps jus far away de friends that jus meet or watever
The way we speak, i felt the distance so far...
But i will continue to walk forward again
And hope tht one day i will reach the destination i wan...

Christmas

2009-12-27T17:02:00.000-08:00

Miss, missing, misses you
I dun wan any better ones, I just wan you
Oh well... Nvm, dosnt really matters wat i say anyway
Just dun wan u to feel sad jiu hao le
Promise me to stay happy k?
Really bu ren xin even to see u saying u sad

Talking abt christmas
The eve is the best christmas eve i ever had
Usually i wont even celebrate it
Cux i dun have someone to celebrate it with me???
Lolx
Then went out tht day and buy soft toy with qp
Cux he need it for free entry
Roam ard waiting for other ppl to come
Then went to my fav place!
Cux i blur again, so it jus seems so fun thr
Something happened again to me thr, so good
Din expect also... lolx
Hy they all, all so shocked
Hahax
Then after tht feel stomach odd odd, went toliet try puke
But nth came out
Mus be my gastric pain i guess
Open my phone and saw few messages
All christmas wishes
Oni read one msg by her before i go off and then close back liao
Lolx
Hm... yeah... Din knw i could bring myself to reply
Maybe cux im jus blur blur barh
But then i am able to write wat i really feel inside the msg
Blahhhh~~~
But then kidda sry i said tht again to her
I dun think she would like it either... so ya~
Continue until SC, Issac, QP gave up
Me and Hy continue and i was having fun lorh
Then end up SC pull me away
Say go mac, hungry liao
Argh!
Then thats the end

I going out project meeting now
Continue the story and add more details later!
Cya~

Confused

2009-12-22T18:16:00.000-08:00

Its not tht i think u would ignore me
Its jus i duno how i could face u without feeling sad
I knw im selfish this way...
But i have too many projects to have tht feeling now
Well... it may be jus excuses...
But...
Sorry... I need more time i guess
Hope u r taking care of yrself well and stay happy
U miss him, while im missing u...
Take care~

Went out

2009-12-20T07:47:00.000-08:00

Although i have alot project... im stress, i went out...
Went to a church for the first time and was quite fun
The performance was like a concert
Then listen to a person talk abt his story and was interesting
It was funny as it goes along since the way he talk is erm erm..

Went to MRT to meet SC and Kenn
Go to Bugis and shop for new year clothes
Meet up with HY and Issac
Went to pasta mania to eat dinner
Had a half full meal since mine is so small
Went to Iluma and see the Otaku Shop
See all the anime stuff and spend lots of time there
Then the sales person talk to me suddenly
I was so shocked
Seldom gals auto talk to me
She ask me "That item nice anot?"
I say "ok ok barhx"
She ask again "That one leahx?"
I say "ok ok also lorh"
Then she say "Say nice ok?"
I ask "Why?"
She say "Just say first then i tell u"
Then i reply "Nice nice"
Then she say "Then mus buy ok??"
Lolx... like make fun of me
But ok la, she oni talk to me...
I feel honoured~
Then after walking alot in the shop liao
She tell me to buy thing hor, cux walk so long
Lolx!
But we really never buy anything sia
As we leave, she talk to me again
Say how come nv buy anything
Walk so long liao... lolx

Walk all the way to Marina Square...
To USE TOLIET
ROFL...
Then continue walking and then duno whr to walk liao
Duno whr to go then go home liao
Persuaded HY and Kenn pei me go drink...
I wan the feeling tht i can feel nth much
Drunk... that is...
So we take MRT back to Tamp and bought
I was so hungry but that is better
Makes me drunk easier
I gulp down whole bottle but then no use
I feel like if i easier to drunk jiu hao...
Play "Cai quan"
Got alot forfiet and HY need to record a MV of lady gaga
I keep on the music loud loud
And shake shake shake
But then i jus cnt be drunk...
So sad...

Came home
See com
Im sad
Saw her blog with all the loves and <3
I did nth
I jus have tears flow down like always
So stupid... "Because im stupid"
Thats wat my fav song days
I wish i have no emotions...
No feelings... Jus dead...
I cnt forget...
I miss her, i really do...
But i cnt do anything
I hope she will still find me if she meets any problem
Cux there is always someone she could lean on
If she meets any obstical... is this how u spell it?

My tears are dried after i finish typing
My heart too...
I duno wat to reply anymore...
Im jus a passerby~

Normal Friend

2009-12-05T07:00:00.000-08:00

Because i dun think of you as a normal friend anymore...

Misses...

2009-11-15T07:13:00.000-08:00

Miss the days that i had fun tgt wit u...

We were still friends~

At least... at least...

I just wan u to be friends with me like how it used to be

I miss u so much...

But i know u wont know and u wont care

Cux there is alrdy someone in your mind...

I wonder who, i wonder why

The feeling within me could not be expressed out...

Maybe thats y no one ever feels anything

Doubt she will bother coming to read my blog

Doubt she will bother abt me anymore...

I miss the past... I miss everything...

Welcome home

2009-11-14T05:15:00.000-08:00

Im back~

Waited for so long, about a month before Olvl starts till now

Holiday ended le

Drink three times with my friends

One at St James, One at SC hse, One at voiddeck

I nv drunk leahx~ li hai barhx?

Took alot video of my friends who r drunk

Laugh until cnt laugh liao...

I still deciding whether to post it online anot

Cux later they might kill me

Started sch liao

Projects tsunami are coming soon

Currently got so many Communication Skills projects to be done

Then comes my website design and my 3D design~

Its like coming as a small wave then big one

I wonder will i be able to handle them with my current mood

And my memory r getting worst liao

Maybe i might forget everything soon

But that would be good

This means i wont rmb all the sad things!

Hooray!!!

So wat if im good in programming

So wat if im good in games

So wat if im good in design

So wat if im creative

Crap~

Everytime happen on me...

I also duno y~

Maybe i not good enuf or watever barh...

Putting a smiley face mask on my current face

It looks cool, it hurts deep...

Deep down in my heart

Im being stabbed at many times...

One more scar over it~

Its not much of a big deal

Failed so much that i think my friends r finding it irritating...

Hope that guy will be a much better person once again

And hope she wouldl ive happily

FYP bbq

2009-09-03T21:27:00.000-07:00

Early morning wake up and talk to Nelson abt the bbq
Then went out to meet the others at 2pm, Pasir Ris MRT Station
Din expect so many people come this early sia
Nelson, Cindy, CK, Siti, Esther, Serene
Went together to Ehub!
Cindy they all wan take bus
So me, serene and nelson walk there
Thanks to me~ lolx!!!

We reach first of cux and started to take the things we need
Almost took everythingi n the checklist then Cindy they all reach
So slow~ XD
Was quite heavy with the charcoal and so on
So push the trolley all the way to the pit
Along the way got 2 different ppl ask where we get trolly sia
Lolx~ all looking for NTUC then duno whr
Reach the BBQ pit so hot sia~ but no people de
Shld have save the $20 for booking and buy more food
Everyone was sitting down and doing nth due to hot weather

Me and Nelson went back to cheers get something and also something to play
Then collect the stupid food along the way
Went we go back liao then call us say missed out one
End up need walk all the way back from the pit to take and come back
Started bbq at ard 5pm+
Heng siao~ no rain whole day sia
Mus be knw we bbqing so nv rain rit? Heh heh~
Then start the fire and then cook liao lorhx
We order beehoon, duno y tht stupid stall give us hokkien mee
Dotx sia~

Then play football, play freisbee (Duno how spell) and throw coconut
LOLX
We and nelson keep throwing coconut to see who throw further
Super heavy sia... Omg
Veh hard to throw far
Then Cindy wan try also
We two throw so far, then she throw was like...
"Pop" , rit infront of her nia. LOLX

Then at the end jiu take all sorts of photo and so on
Play tai di with some of them
And then jiu go home liao~

PROJECTS!

2009-08-17T10:00:00.000-07:00

Have been chiong FYP like mad
Everyday in sch like mad ppl lorhx~
I will so stress until burning liddat
FIRE!!!
Then today ta pao Mac up to eat lorhx
Stay back until so late sia
Reach home going to 11pm le
So tired, so sleepy

Then jus now on the way home was so lonely la
Like alone walk walk liddat
Then down the street so quiet
Emo seahx~
When i was at Yio Chu Kang mrt station waiting for mrt
Got one couple came out of the other train
Then like duno wat liddat
The guy jiu sit down and then the gal was like kneel infront of him
I was like "Wtf was tht..."
They talk wat i cnt hear la~ Cux i was listening to ipod
The gal was like crying and then holding the guy's hand
Then the guy like wan to walk away liddat
That was after they talk abit lorhx...
Duno wat happened tho, but the guy seems bastard

Until now i still abit not happy seeing tht incident
Jus feel like hitting him or watever to make myself happy
Cux i hate jerks~ yeah!

Holiday coming liao~ I have alot plans to go out with ppl
But i have no idea who to go out with
And also where to do...
But got one ppl book me for Saturday le i think
Yeah~! ^.^v

2 days ago~ lolx

2009-08-13T01:33:00.000-07:00

Was having fever that day
Over 38 degree sia~
Maybe i was in sch and was too stress over my project
My head on fire liddat so hot
So went home alone with the giddy feeling~
Feels like any time i can faint in the MRT or something
Then sms some ppl to spend my time with..
In case i die got someone knw marhx~
Then reach home jiu use computer even though i not well
Play some games and drink more water
The temp was jus keep rising liddat lorh
Until nite time still same...
But then was waiting if morning jiu ok le~
So the next morning was feeling slightly better
With no fever, so i went to sch again lorhx...

Keep doing my project and got no time to sms my friends uh
Somehow the project really to stressful for me...
Its like taking up all my time
And once i have my lunch break jiu start sms le

Now so bored worhx~
Cux i sure fail my NAFA test so i nv go for the test lorh
Extra 3month for NS tho... but nvm la
It seems like ppl work hard for it cux they have their loved one outside
I dun have anything else to do anyway
So go in extra training shld be wont die de rit?
So i hope i wont regret my decision barhx~

The guys most of them went of for training liao
So im still here in the lab typing this post... rofl
The project is in another window and im stuck there
I DUNO HOW TO DO
And my teacher is missing~ not in the office again
I wonder when will he be back sia...
Next week jiu present liao~ last week... omg!
Other than project still need to do:
- A poster
- A website
- A powerpoint slide
- A report

The report is the most jia lat sia... how to finish in a short time
How i can finish all my next week barhx~

Amos Bday

2009-08-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

It was Saturday and we plan to go out
The organizer was Matt... and he somehow failed
At least he manage to get everyone out

Morning gather with Amos, the bday boy
Then QP, WM, Matt, SC and me~
Went out to eat curry rice at Bedok for breakfast
Then odd thing is... we took bus back to Tamp Safra
They were playing pool while i play chess with others
Lost alot sia...
This shows that im stupid~ lolx

They stay there for so many hours and i begin to rot
So went off to Tamp Mall~
SC went off to meet his friend lorhx... pang seh us sia!
Then waiting around the cinema for the others to come
Queue up to buy the ticket for G.I Joe
After that jiu go down to Mac to eat
Was super crowded sia... took quite long to find a seat for 7 ppl
Cux Issac, HY and HR came liao
Split into two table but side by side
Then Amos wanted to play DotA after movie with 2 teams
One side imba de... But then he knw ppl will dun like
Then he ask strange qn to make them promise
And it ended up so wrong la...
He was asking:
"Will u accompany me tonight?"
"Will u make me happy tonight?"

Rofl! Sound so gay lorhx...
Disgusting sia~
After tht watch tht Epic Movie
Nice sia... effect alot alot also
After that end liao jiu discuss things then went to LAN shop
Pei Amos play 2 match
One match play the imba team de
Another one is shuffle player
End up i get to team up with Amos, WM, Issac
We still win~ Won two round... hohoho

We bought drinks from Cheers after that and then slack around
Amos give a speech and a debrief
Then went to a void deck~
Muhahaha
Then i, who like to take pic, ask them to gather
Took a few pictures, without me tho... cux im the photographer~
This are our memories......

Blog blog blog

2009-08-03T09:03:00.000-07:00

Im here blogging again~
Well... time passes by so fast
Going to end of my FYP soon
Knw many good friends here and so on
Everyday go there chit chat
Play some games and also go eat tgt
Then do project, chiong arh!!!

Got so many nicknames also lurhx~
Braden call Nelson, Nelly. Rofl!
Then Cindy, we greet her with "yo yo yo yo"
Lolx! The start of the Cyndi song, Ai ni...
Serene i always call her de, then she will reply
"See mo~" in chinese
Then end up follow her say "See mo~", got drag de
Here come guo mei mei de song
Hello~ kan wo~ ni zai hai pa "See mo~~"
Rofl, was kidda fun in the lab
Everyone seems quite bonded except the xtra group over there

Rachel, our DT gone liao
She go study in University, so left wit us
3 more weeks to go... so stress sia~
Tmr mus chiong again liao

Sunday went to watch Hangover in Century Sq...
Now i find tht the seat bigger better
Guess i getting bigger in size liao
Not children any more
Not muo gu also~

First time solve the 4x4 rubic cube today~
I solve on my own without a help from anyone or learn from anywhr
Kidda happy tht i can do it sia
Then play with Nelson chinese chess
Today i seem to be smarter than other day
Rofl~
I lame liao... I keep saying i do proj until crazy le
But its true, too many things happen which makes be crazy
Well~ got alot friends with me though...
Im quite happy i still have friends around me
SC, QP, Matu, Amos, WM, Bunny and many more uh
Recently got to knw some ppl from SOTA too
~School of the Arts~
Its quite a interesting sch and the way they teach rox
The way i get to knw them super unique too... lolx!

I was going to sch everyday on MRT
So for few days i did get to meet them on the same train
Same door as i entered and i lean against the glass panel
Somehow smile smile then someone see me lorhx
Then after tht i dun wan say liao~ rofl!!!
Anyway, thts how i get to knw them

Now so late liao, i going slp le~
This post came out thx to twinnie
Give her a round of applause... Hahax!
Im always here tho, if not tht, a good friend to u at least
Dun say u have no friend uh~
Tho i cnt make u be like yourself when u r wit me...
^.^v Cheer up and be happy always...

Over the 100 days

2009-07-19T08:09:00.000-07:00

Day 131
Im hurting more than anyone can know...

Really reaching my limit le
SC ignoring me, quarreled~
Xiao Bao died~
Project stuck, so stress~
so many many more...

Every word i sms is like a needle piercing my heart
No idea wat tone i shld use...
Happy, Sad, Jealous, Angry

Xiao Bao

2009-07-15T04:28:00.000-07:00

Jus heared from my auntie this morning
That 'Xiao Bao' died...
Its the first dog that my auntie kept
Had played together with it when i was young
The puppy was so cute and saw it grow up slowly...
Until Sec 4 when i did not stay at my auntie hse anymore

When 'Xiao Bai' came, many people tend to neglect it
Cux 'Xiao Bai' is white in color and smaller
I got no more chance to see 'Xiao Bao' anymore le...
She has alrdy sent to huo hua
Hope they would still keep the ash of it...
I din even get to see it the last time

All i can do when i heard the news...
I was controlling my tears
But it jus seems to flow out when i was in the mrt
On the way to sch...
Crying all alone now is all i can do
But then 'Xiao Bao' will not be back anymore...
I dont even have a single picture of it...
I so pathetic~
All i have is 'Xiao Bai' picture...
If only time can go back...

How i wish i have learnt not to be 'xi xing yan jiu' earlier
I miss 'Xiao Bao'
But i cnt do anything now...

FYP lab 2

2009-07-04T22:35:00.000-07:00

Does my FYP looks like a lab?
Hahax!
The below pic are all from the lab
The vehicle is the one i making it so tht it will move
The mickey is i catch de~ cute rit?
Then the miney is caught by my DT
Eh... u duno wat is DT then nvm... lolx!

Then those small small soft toy
Especially the cute pooh is all from my friend de
Place at the top of her computer monitor~
While the gun is something i get from gachapon
At AMK hub there de~
$2 nia.
Nice rit?

DT going off soon liao sia~
Hope the next DT will be as good
Or else hard life in the lab leahx...
Rawr!!!

FYP lab pic

2009-07-04T22:15:00.000-07:00

This Weeks lorhx~

2009-06-28T06:41:00.000-07:00

After FYP, 6pm everyday sia
Then try to find ppl eat dinner with me
Or else no appitite jiu go home straight
Then hungry until next morning lorhx~

Find alot ppl la...
Sc and Amos in camp, cnt pei me sia...
Then got Mz, Drey and so on lorhx
Then Bunny tio grounded, also cnt sia~

Went out on Fri to celebrate Sc bday lorhx
Go to Fish and Company eat sia~
Then i keep talking about boys over flowers sia
Too bad i nv take the picture of 4 of us....
Lolx!!!
Then i keep saying F4 come liao~
Lolx~ then was so funny lorhx
Then i say QP is Guu Jun Pyo
Cux his hair is curly de marhx... Hahax!
Then Kenneth say i am Ji Hoo~ rofl
Too bad lurhx~ he more shuai lorhx!!!

Go clark quey again then walk walk walk
Then this time nv go drink in those place
See! So guai... actually is no space la
Then go Cheers to buy... I gulp down sia
How i wish i drunk then tio bang by car
Then die!!!
WOAHHHH

Go back to tamp and then talk talk awhile lorhx
After that jiu go home liao~

Saturday so boring sia...

Sunday also at home until nite time
Then go watch "Drag me to hell"
Rofl~ Ppl scared until like sia
I laughing like siao
Sot diao liao~
Duno which wire loose sia
U SHAME ME!!!
Lolx~
Then after tht jiu go home liao lorhx~

5 days

2009-06-23T07:43:00.001-07:00

5 days past le... Back le i guess...

I love u

2009-06-19T08:09:00.000-07:00

I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u
I love u

Bought a necklace and hope to wear it on for u
Went thr and stand behind u
All i saw if u two holding hands, interlocked
I stand
I turn
I walk
I watch u from far
From the start to the end~
How can i face u
I cnt...
Sry i break my promise the first time to u
For not sending u off face to face
Today is the 100th day
I love u
So much so much that i can bet no one can ever be as much as me
I swear upon this
I can be dead tmr if i lie
I can be anything u wan me to be if i lied for this
I nv given up on u
I thot i did... But im still holding on..
Im stupid...
I nv knw anything abt u
I nv knw u r tgt wit him alrdy
I nv knw u love him alrdy
I nv knw
I nv
Watching u all the way
Until u went in the depature gate...
I was above u all the time, watching over u
U wave to him good bye
But u cnt see me
Cux im never in your eyes
Never...
Went down and look at u in the gate
He went off so fast, so soon
Im glad he did
So that i can be thr...
Looking at u
Leaving the gate and out of my sight
I will nv go out of your sight
Until u left mine...
I stood thr for a moment
I hope u could turn back and look at me, knw tht im thr
But im jus trying to be stupid

My blog song...

I'm really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
You’re looking at someone else
Yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won't be in your days
I won't be in the memories either, however
Only you, I looked only at you
And the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I'm still happy
Even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go
I really want to see the day
I'm withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you

I won't be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
Only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
But I cannot laugh with you

I'm thinking about you so much everyday
My heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for youalone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, i'm waiting for you

Bye bye, never say goodbye
Even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping…

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
My heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, i’m waiting for you,

In sch on the Wednesday

2009-06-14T18:54:00.001-07:00

WARNING, MANY BAD WORDS
~Do not read if u dont like~

Morning come to sch nearly late sia
Cux wake up late~ Lolx
Then take the MRT as usual and come to sch lorhx
So sianx...
Then so tired sia
After tht come sch then style hair cux slp until luan luan
So was in the toliet lorhx~
Then after tht come back to the lab to put my things
And then go back to the toliet to wash hand
Then got one fucked up lecturer come KP me...
I was like WTF la...

Then say this is staff toliet, ask me i student or staff
Then ask me where is my sch admin card~
All those crap...
He sit in office until rot liao so wan find some tai ji to do lorhx
Plz la~ everyone in the sch is using this toliet as well la
Come KP me...
I say sry liao still wan scold scold scold
Then say wat i duno how to read english, keep saying and saying
Then say if tell my teacher in-charge then i will be so embarassed
Say tell her tht i duno how read English.
Wat a fucker~
Still spell out for me, like wtf oni~
Then later on still tok crap
Say wat i nv show some sign of regretness and so on
Wat he wan me do?
Say sry not enuf? Mus kneel down and beg for forgiveness ar?
Then ask me for my admin card
I was like wtf~
Then go lab take lorhx
Then scold scold scold again~
Then end up tell everyone in the lab to witness how i act
Say wat this and tht
Then i fuked up liao~
I KP him back, hack care he simi lan jiao lecturer or wat rank liao

Even if he director so wat!
Say him no respect for student
Scold me duno how to read English
Scold me this and tht
In the first place how do i enter poly if i dun knw how to read English
Everyone is using that toliet for the god damn sake lorhx~
Then oni i cnt use jus because u saw it?
Funny la~
Ask him go be guard toliet de la
Wan go in mus pay 10cents then enter la
KNN
Damn piss off la, starting of the day
Tio KP by this kind of fuked up lecturer
Got money, got rank, got lan jiao]
Jiu can down thr tua pai mehx?
Student also a human leahx~ Bo show basic respect
U expect others to show u respect as well?

Ta ma de~ Think i nice to bully or wat?
Wan me kick me out of school arhx?
Fuker~
He mus be tio dumb by GF or wat
Then mood swing then come KP me la~
Or the wife wan divorce with him cux he got fuked up attitude
Ass hole
I wear liddat means pai kia ar?
Judge ppl by look de bastard, ask him go die la
Alrdy say this world sux liao lorhx
Teacher also become more sux and sux
No wonder ppl start quiting sch and pon sch liao
Doctor more and more business cux of the MC tht ppl wans
Those be doctor now mus be really good sia

Freaked up sia, copy my admin card number and name lorhx
Then attitude me again lorhx
He trying to advertise his iphone
Take out his iphone and key in my number
Then go back to his office emo~
Wat a joke
Later i go find my in-charge talk talk
See wat she will say
Since i saw her walk past my lab
Most likely is go find that bastard because he called my in-charge
Nv seen such a fucker before lorhx, plz~

Lao bei lao bu kao pei kao bu chee bye chee bu si bei si bu ka ni na bu~
Fuck la...
KNNBCCB!

Post your opinion and comments in my cBox
Is he a bastard? Yes, he is.
I think his name is Mr Wu or duno wat crap de la
Dun care la~

Friday Saturday Sunday, Today is sch day again~

2009-06-14T18:54:00.000-07:00

Friday go home jiu rot rot rot~
Lolx
Talk to ppl in msn
Play a few games and then jiu slp liao
No life boy... rawr!!!

Saturday better than Friday uh~
Rot until nite time cux tio PS
Go out meet Bunny and SC
Walk walk around then go eat
After tht go arcade play game lorhx
Dance the "Pump It Up" and then play basketball
Got one freaking pro guy sia, almost every shot go in
After tht thot wan go watch movie then
But then end up no show to watch so nv watch liao lorhx~

Go to Cheers to buy drinks and snacks
Then Bunny wan buy 1.5 litre Ice Peach Tea
Then Sc xtra, go follow. Get another Green Tea 1.5 litre de
End up i also get one Green Tea de. =.=" swt...
Then go one playground with swing de and slack there
Sing song and sing song some more lorhx~
Then Sc on one kuku song... i forget wat song liao
Tho is not the song problem la~ lolx
Make everyone veh sad liddat then Bunny cry...
o(>.<)o
After ok liao alrdy veh late, go TM take picture
Then the security guard slping suddenly wake up like zombie liddat
Then chase us out... WTF....
He can sleeep then wake up like PMS liddat sia... Attitude
Wait for Bunny de dad come fetch her
We sit at the void deck then change to another void deck...
The one tht me and Xiao Niao used to be...
Am i even in your memories... I doubt so...
But u r... u always are...
Haix...
Remind me of bad past eh?
Nvm lurhx, went home about 5am~ lolx
So tired then went to sleep

Sunday also rot rot rot
Play some DotA and then dinner
And watch some show online lorhx~
Then tok to Audrey on phone ^.^v
After tht jiu go slp liao...

Now in sch... IM BORED!!!

Wat am i waiting for...
I do not knw
All i knw is that im dead on 25/10/08
To me... U nv left me once...
But then again...
U r nv here anymore...

Friday Night!

2009-06-07T08:49:00.000-07:00

After sch on the way home SC called me
Say go watch movie
So end up go watch Angels and Demon
Tgt with Bunny, SC and QP
The show was like diaox~
First time watch movie make me until so sianx
Totally shag diao...

After tht veh late liao
Pei Bunny wait for the dad to fetch her
Then SC was standing like duno wat liddat
Resting at the handrail along the road
Then he keep waving to the car tht passby
Bunny keep laughing
Then i say he looks like those geylang Chicke and Duck
Wave to passer by
Then i act like him liddat
Then say "lai ah, lai ah"
LOLX!
Then he try to gay me off
Heng i run fast enuf~

Was going home then saw this stupid bicycle
Damn lame sia~
Put as advertisement...
As if which idiot will really go trade for it

Quiz By Twinnie

2009-06-07T07:43:00.000-07:00

1. Real name: Derrick
2. Nickname: Twinnie, Bunny, Momo, FrozenSymphony
3. Star sign: Aries
4. Male or Female: Male
5.Primary school: Yumin Primary
6. Secondary school: Pasir Ris Secondary
7. Jc/Poly: NYP
8. Hair Colour: Brown and Blonde
9. Long or short: Not long not short
10. Loud or Quiet: Quiet, noisy oni with some people
11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
12. Phone or Camera: Phone
13. Health Freak: Die jiu die lorhx~
14. Drink or Smoke: I dun smoke!
15. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes i do, i really do
16. Eat or drink: Eat and Drink
17. Piercings: Maybe after NS barhx~
18. Tattoos: Dun think so

Have you ever
19. Been in an airplane: Once T.T
20. Been in a relationship: No la
21. Been in a car accident: Nope~
22. Been in a fist fight: Nope also

Firsts
23. First piercing: I dun have yet uh...
24. First best friend: SC
25. First award: Sec sch de singing competition
26. First crush: Hm~
27. First vacation: Sept 2008
28. Last person you talked to: Tris
29. Last person you texted to: Audrey
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: QP, SC, Bunny
31. Where is the question 31 sia???
32. Last food you ate: Rice =X
33. Last movie you watched: Angels and Demon... So sianx
34. Last song you listen to: Korean song... I duno the name
35. Last thing you bought: Chocolate Milk Tea
36. Last person you hugged: No one for me to hug

Favourite
37. Food: Chocolate!!!
38. Drinks: Green Tea~
39. Clothing: Clothes tht i like... Lolx
40. Books: I rather die than read
41. Song: Dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi sui
42. Flower: I duno flower de name
43. Colour: Black, White, Blue
44. Movies: Dun have worhx~
45. Phrase: Sianx... Bored... Haix...
46. Subject: Maths

You ever done before
47. Kissed in the snow: Plz snow in Singapore!!!
48. Celebrated Halloween: Nope
49. Had your heart broken: No heart liao...
50. Went over the minutes in your cellphone: What u mean?
51. Someone questioned your sexually orientation: No ppl asked
52. Come out of the closet: Yup
53. Gotten pregnant: Im a guy!
54. Had an abortion: Guy laa!!!
55. Done something that you've regretted: Yup yup
56. Broke a promise: Yes
57. Hide a secret: Always
58. Pretended to be happy: When im out, i always do
59. Met someone who changes your life: Yup yup
60. Pretended to be sick: Whenever i need a MC
61. Left the country: Yup
62. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and like it: Yup
63. Cried over the silliest thing: Yup
64. Ran a mile: How much is a mile?
65. Went to the beach w your best friend(s): Yup

Currently
67. Eating: Nth
68. Drinking: Nth
69. I'm about to: Sleep?
70. Listening to: Tris Talking~ lolx
71. Plans for tml: Sch sch sch... =.="
72. Waiting for: Alot of people to reply my message
73. Want kids: Dun wan
74. Want to get married: Dun wan also
75. Careers in mind: Singer!!!
76. Which is better, girl or boy: Girl
77. Lips or eyes: Eyes
78. Shorter or taller: Taller
79. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
80. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both barhx~
81. Sensitive or loud: I duno sia...
82. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
83. Trouble-maker or hesistant: In the middle can?

Have you ever
84. Lost glasses/contacts: I dun wear them
85. Ran away from home: I oni got run out of the door. lolx
86. Killed somebody: Will i still be here?
87. Broken someone's heart: Nope i think???
88. Been arrested: I waiting to be arrested
89. Cried when someone's die: Yup~ Anime alot ppl die

Do you believe in
90. Yourself: Nope... I hate myself
91. Miracles: Nope i guess~
92. Love at first sight: Maybe?
93. Heaven: Of cux not... Wats behind the cloud? Outer Space
94. Santa Claus: Nope... I nv get any present
95. Sex on the first date: Lame question...
96. Kiss on the first date: Nope
97. Is there one person you wishes to be with now: Yes i do
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: Nononononono
100. This is the 100th question and last question : Wat question is this question?

Now tag 10 person to do this:
Jus do if u wan to? Lolx

First and Last Impression

2009-05-30T11:43:00.000-07:00

Impression is a strange thing
When a person is being shot down
He/She will never be able to climb up anymore

Am i right or wrong?
Anyone has any comments or opinion~

Anyway this week alot aeroplane fly...
Lolx
Do u get wat i mean?
Put aeroplane XD
Jus joking~
Take care everyone!

I'm never in a position to speak out whats in my mind
What do i want in life?
I have no idea all the time...

Thinking...

2009-05-25T17:35:00.000-07:00

Thinking and thinking...
I dont wan to let go jus like this...

2009-05-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

Friday went out with Amos and Kenneth
Then play with Mos 'Pump It Up' 30 songs
Play until shag sia...
So tired
Eat Subway for our meal and then go home at nite

Then Saturday plan to go Sentosa
So many ppl dua me...
End up left a few ppl~
Me and Mos had fun wit his friends
Play volley ball and fresbee
Then Qp and Hy come
Then Bury Hy with the sand and take picture~
Lolx...
Went to Tampines to eat and meet Sc and Matu
Dance "Pump It Up' again...
Unexpected sia~ qp, sc, matu all wan to dance
Then let them dance lorhx, since can 2 player
Then i on form~ hohoho!!!
Get alot S rank, means bo miss any note...

Go eat supper at the malay store
24hr de, eat prata~
I forget pay Sc the money... crap...
After tht jiu go Sc hse overnite...
But then end up all sleeping
Hy drink liao high high
Keep laughing non stop~ =.=
Then i super tired after one whole day of sports
Also toh liao~ Drop dead~

Sunday morning liao jiu go Mac eat breakfast
Then go home emo liao~
Alone again... sigh...
Think of alot things again when im alone
Then no one to talk to... sigh...
Haix!!!!!

Life and my life...

2009-05-23T23:07:00.001-07:00

No mood to reply tagboard... Sry...

Things are like this now...
It will nv get better anymore
It will nv be like how it used to be...
I missed her
Even tho her mind is not thinking of me when we r out
Its does not really matters to me...
Seeing her outside with others happily really makes me feel odd
I have no idea whether to feel happy or sad...

Cnt understand what others is thinking... im so useless...
If being gentle to a gal is like gay or gal?
Then y people always complain their guys r too harsh...
Reality is reality~
I really knw now that in your heart im at this standard...
Pehaps im really a failure as a person
SC used to say that im born in the wrong body~
Haix...

I nv thought that...
I nv thought that...
I nv thought that...

Im pratically dead...
75 Days and still counting... I love u...

Posting...

2009-05-20T08:49:00.000-07:00

I really did not complain to anyone...
Believe me...

Haix~~~

2009-05-17T09:58:00.000-07:00

_____________________________________

ahKC - Hehex, yupyup. Y leahx?
Audrey - Lolx. i will try to barhx~ >.<
Jialing - How u find me de sia? From Andy blog ar?
WM - U bo reply~ not me. lolx T.T
_____________________________________

Haix... Im always thinking y i cnt talk more
I jus seems like a boring guy when im out with others
But actually im not lorhx
I can talk alot with my other friends sia...
Wats wrong with me seahx...
Haix...

WM is going to fine me for saying Haix liao
But i hack care... hohoho~

She seems to be able to enjoy so much
Laugh, smile, talk with others happily...
She seems to be so happy and lively lorhx
Then is like when it comes to me
Its so silent... and i cant seems to bring her out of her own world
I tired speaking out also like dotx~ got firewall
Block tio... lolx...
And kena anti virus scan and full system scanning
Wash away everything that i wanted to say
And its back to silent again...
Im so pathetic sia...
Even Regine meet her first time also can tok so much to her
Wat shld i do???

Saturday & Sunday

2009-05-16T07:33:00.001-07:00

_________________________________

Lingg - Lolx, cux miss u too much marhxx =X
Bunny - Learn lorhx... but i retarded de T.T
Andy - Linked. hohoho
Xiao Rainbox - Hehex tyty, tag u b later~
_________________________________

Ytd went out with Twinnie and Regine after work
Sianx diao sia, tio hold back in office
Actually wanted to run off half day de lorhx
Then can go fetch Twinnie
End up cnt sia...
They walk walk at Lot1
And then chit chat lorhx
While waiting me~
Then chiong down from office to CCK
So far seahx~
When i enter Tamp Mrt thr, got two gal veh funny sia
For further details, ask me... lazy type~ lolx
Oni told matu and bunny abt it currently
Then the mrt at Jurong East so pack sia
Then change train to CCk tht time
Enter the train surrounded by black ppl
OMG sia...
Like rotted fish liddat sia, the smell
I finding place to breathe...
Crap sia!!!
Control breath as much as i can
Until reach CCK
Then go take neoprints with Regine and Twinnie
Walk to library~ like for nth liddat
Then saw the baby corner for Regine =X
Went down to mac and eat
Then they look at me eat sia
So pai seh~
Then tou pai my pic, i din knw
They down thr laugh laugh
Ask them y laugh also nv tell me
Then say outside got ppl
I still blur blur, go look outside sia~ rawr!
Went outside sit thr and talk
Then take some pictures and then nth to do le
Walk round and round then pei Regine go home
After that walk back with Twinnie to the interchange
Send her home then i go back le
Reach the bus stop saw the stupid bus run off
So i decide to walk to the MRT
Got lost half way sia~
Then ask ppl for direction lorhx
The person point digonally sia
Then i walk across the field
Step until middle so muddy =.=
Diaox!!!
Then walk over liao try walk faster scared last train
Took Mrt home then reach ard 12.15am barhx~
Wahaha
So tired today then eyes closing
Jus now slp in train, heng Tamp station wake up sia
Today nth to do leahx
Ppl ask me out today but lazy to go out
No whr to go also
Still ask me go tamp walk... lolx sianx
Everyday walk tamp liao
Then bunny wan go vivo
But then no one free
SC with family
Mos with NS friends
The rest die liao. lolx!
Jkjk~
Then so watch anime and chat on phone until now

Twinnie

2009-05-13T17:47:00.001-07:00

_____________________________________

WM - Hard to cheer up la~ T.T
Joey - Lolx, Im dead. Im dumb. But wat is ding dong?
Qp - Tyty, go Sentosa~ Si amos bo comfirm wit me yet
Regine - Hahax, tyty. Actually is oni the panda face nice nia
Jelly - Rare visitor siaa~ tyty
Lingg - No mood type marhx~ lolx
_____________________________________

Name got robbed by Regine and Twinnie
Lolx~ heng i still got two or three more name to use

Ytd jus finish doing my blogskin
Hm... looks abit odd for me tho
Maybe cux im not used to it,
Or maybe cux i wan black color?
It will look more emo emo with black
Wahaha~
Then got work to do in the office
Do do awhile then tmr need to continue
Cux time to go home jiu run liao
I guai de ok?
I do until no work do then edit blogskin de
Twinnie say i free loader in the company liddat
Lolx~
Free internet, aircon and money T.T

Then twinnie msg getting slower too lerhx~
Was waiting for her msg almost the whole day
She always say no ppl pei her derhx...
Then i try stay up at nite to pei her
But then she also bo reply much
Haix...
Then jiu sianx diao le lorhx
So went to slp suan liao~
Duno issit cux got ppl pei her or msg her le

Now in office liao
Supervisor heben come so dun need start work yet
Tho i on the program liao ok?
See i so hardwork la!!! ^.^v

Today Thursday at last
My senior today got work so can pei me eat lunch
Had been eating lunch for duno how many days alone le
Omg!
Is boring de lorhx.... walk all the way to expo
Then ta pao subway back to eat
Emo emo emo sia~

Tmr shld be taking half day lerhx.... Hohoho!
And Monday another full day
Hope to go out with twinnie on Monday too sia
But duno she wan anot... haix...
But tmr going over to CCK meet Regine and Twinnie
I 1pm go off sia...
Duno whr i can go before meeting leahx
Sianx diao~ Plan to loiter around the void deck of twinnie
Until she come down... Lolx

Hm~ planning to go Sentosa sia
Next Saturday... Anyone interested?
Twinnie~ come larhx... >.<

Giving up

2009-05-11T17:51:00.000-07:00

Wo zhi dao le ta na li bi wo hao hen duo
Zai ni xin zhong
Wo yong yuan bu ke neng hui rang ni xin dong
Wo zhi dao wo bi ta fu chu de hai duo
Ke shi wo
Zai ni xin zhong mei you...
Ta duo...

Bunny, dui bu qi... always complain to u
From now on i will try my best!
HEEYA!
And stay happy.... he.. he... he....

I have scold enuf last nite
The others will be kept...
Lets all wait for our own~
Pehaps im weak...
I jus cnt take it anymore
To me, all the guys in the world r telling lies as well
T.T
Hope i get bang down by a car or watever soon
Life is boring...
Go work le... buhbye...
Last time~ And it will be in my heart...
... Haix... nvm...
Cnt say out anymore
Lolx
Im crapping in this post
Maybe is lack of sleep???
Or maybe i saw something i shld not see?
Or watever la...

Blogging

2009-05-11T05:49:00.000-07:00

Bunny - I'm pratically dead, not living dead ass

Friday was at ECP with twinnie
The bike shop closed at Pasir Ris
End up go over to ECP
Heng bo lost our way~
Took the bus to the nearest busstop
Then walk a long way in...
Find so long for the stupid shop lucky bo close
Rent the bike and cycle from one end to the other
The other side was block by so many fisher
The path so pwenny small
So decided to turn back at that point

Sing song tgt with twinnie
Chit chat here and there...
I have never talked so much to twinnie before
After so long the time was still quite early
Both of us tink the time veh slow...
Somehow i regretted~
It was fast for me when the day is ending...
How i wish the time could stop

Draw draw pic on the sand~
The stupid rain came
Keep on rush twinnie go shelther
Dun wan her get wet
Heng camp at Carl's Jr until rain stop
Go back still got the mark there
Then see the no sun de sun rise
Cloud so thick
My picture all is cloud...
Go return the bike then the shop not open
Wait so long then at last open le
Then go home liao~
Not enuf slp then need go gramp hse... Haix
Saturday is at thr over de... shagged

Wait for twinnie de msg for her to reach home
Wait for her msg until she gd mood then msg
Wait until midnite liddat...

Sunday No Life Also

Today went to work in the morning
Boring life...
Saw twinnie de sad face msg
And then she went to sleep le
See her blog post and got so worried
Whole day emo in office
Then send her another msg at 5+pm
Then she jus wake up...
Reach home le then msn her
I close my room door then end up tio stuck
The door spoil i think, then i stuck inside
Then mus force open the door~

Was damn depressed again when saw her msg
She dun reply much
Then came with the sad face
And talk abt him again...

(Please do not read bottom if u r underage)

I dont understand y some idiots like to hold on something
It seems like you are chasing someone else
And u dun let go this one
Say ily ily ily for **** sia...
U think its fun saying all this
But u dont knw they other person is feeling hurt
For **** sake, this is not a child game tht u play 10 yr back
Dont come tell me no time or watever crap
If u got the heart to do it, dun tell me in a freaking 2 months
U got not even a single day free
Your freaking good is jus for show or wat?
Treat how many ppl the same way liao huh?
U scared u cnt get the person u wan
Then u can come back issit!!!!!?
**** it la!

P.S : I'm going crazy, dun step on my land mine. God **** It!

=.=

2009-05-09T08:54:00.000-07:00

Lingg - Nvm lurhx... few cents nia, let it dao also can
ahKC - Hab uh... i got link but i put your name but not as kc

At first got mood to type de...
Now no mood le
Seriously shagged le...
...

Firstly, if u regretted wanting to ton
Tell me so and we wont be going

Secondly, I guess those who r close to me
Knows wat i am refering to liao

Blog blog blog

2009-05-07T08:34:00.000-07:00

WM - Nothing is up, lolx. My life is damn boring sia...
xiaorayy - Hehex thx thx.
regine - Sound so fierce leahx u. lolx
Lingg - Tada! Update le. Got me the company wont dao bi de.

Went to hand in declairation form
And took the thermometer from sch ytd
So end up oni work half a day

Today tio caught dling song in office
Joker~
Then they nv scold, oni ask me to delete
My attachment cui liao... Gone case
Do some work and sms then play game
6pm reach at last... How i wish is Friday lorhx
Then went home... wat a boring life

Twinnie seems more lively today
Hohoho~

Sick

2009-05-05T01:38:00.000-07:00

Im sick at last. YES!
I did it...
I... did... it...
But i did not go anywhere at all
Alone at home~
I din even meet to argue or quarrel today
I jus cant even stop myself from messaging
Wat a loser i am
Dun even have words to write
Jus put a stupid face and got scolded
I really not good at anything...
Pehaps i need to let go of f eveything soon...
Pehaps this is all i could~ im weak
I seriously very tired, sleepy
Hope it ends my life soon as well
A total of 66 days... 56 days of...
And many days of sadness
For all i could... I love U lots <3
Too bad i came at the wrong time
Or pehaps it does not even make a difference
Because i cant do anything at all
Maybe i dun knw, maybe i dun dare
...
I really love u... i really do...
Nvm... im dumb, bo liao~

Ban ye shui bu zao jiao
Ba xin qing heng cheng ge
Zhi hao dao wu ding zhao ling yi ge meng jing
Shui meng zhong bei qiao xing
Wo hai shi bu que ding
Zen hui you dong ren xuan lu zai dui mian de wu ding
Wo qiao qiao guan shang men
Dai zhe xi wang shang qu
Yuan lai shi wo meng li chang chu xian de na ge ren
Na ge ren bu jiu shi wo meng li na mo hu de ren
Wo men you tong yang de mo qi
Yong tian xian
Pai cheng ai ni de xing zhuang

Zai wu ding chang zhu ni de ge (zai wu ding he wo ai de ren)
Rang xing xing dian zhui cheng zui lang man de ye wan
Yong bao zhe shi ke zhe yi fen yi miao quan dou ting zhi
Ai kai shi jiu jie
Zai wu ding chang zhu ni de ge (zai wu ding he wo ai de ren)
Jiang fan huang de ye xian gei zui gu du de yue
Yong bao zhe shi ke zhe yi fen yi miao quan dou ting zhi
Ai kai shi jiu jie
Meng you ni er mei

Rang wo ai ni shi shei (shi wo)
Rang ni ai wo shi shei (shi ni)
Zen hui you dong ren xuan lu huan rao zai wo liang de shen bian
Rang wo ai ni shi shei (shi wo)
Rang ni ai wo shi shei (shi ni)
Yuan lai shi zhe wu ding you mei li de xie hou

Twinnie

2009-05-04T08:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Sunday
Was sleeping almost the whole day
Waiting for twinnie to reply at the same time
Her mood dun seems good...
And she was replying really slow...
She say she hated me in one message~
I cnt get to sleep after that
Waiting for the next message to come
I dun even knw whether i would wan it to come anot
T.T
I sleep and wake up to msg a few times
At nite came le, she feeling better le...
Reply veh slow too...
Haix...

Today Monday le~
She msg me in the morning...
And the one in the afternoon
Somehow the amount of message seems countable now
Its lesser and colder
...
This is my life...
Quarreled again, jus cux of something stupid...
Felt like dying everyday~
Happy over msgin him and angry over me saying things
Im never better than him
Never
Never
Never
Never
Never
Never
Never...
Damn this life

Friday and Sat

2009-05-02T16:29:00.000-07:00

Friday~
Went out with Matu, SC, Wm, Wm de gf, Bunny and Amos
Go all the way to Sembawang and sing KTV
Shout like mad then throat abit gone case liddat~
Went to eat at nite and then i buy cup noodle to SC hse
Sadded, we too late for train
Need to take taxi sia...
Omg... i forget to pay SC taxi de money =.="

At nite my phone bo batt liao~
Cnt msg twinnie...
Rush SC to on ebuddy for me to use
=D
Use Yi Rou de hairband looks like gal liddat~ lolx
Then play card all the way...
Then one by one start to slp
One on bed, one on sofa, one playing DotA until slp there
Me and Amos sleep on the floor... cnt sleep sia
Then Amos snore damn loud
Wake me up sia~
I poke poke him, he still slp until so song~ =.="

Morning after wash face all those le
One by one go home now
I went home with SC to bath
Then I charge my phone ^.^v
Msg twinnie~
Went back to SC hse and play mah jong
Waited for two dumb bell
End up tio dua~
One sleeping, one go lanshop
Wm need to go home
So left 3 people...
Asked Yi Rou joined us then go tgt
^.^v
4 ppl go watch X-men
SC say he need pay for 2 ppl de ticket~ lolx
Become my fault liao...

Was going home, saw some dun wan see de ppl
Duno y tht stupid SC go call him
Irritating
So angry...
Reach home and on computer
Twinnie had not been replying much... haix...
T.T
Fell asleep infront of my com while waiting for her reply...
Now wake up le then found out i fall aslp
I dun think i need to off com now... lolx
Buhbye~

Quiz

2009-05-02T15:53:00.000-07:00

1.Real name : Derrick
2. Nickname : Dun have???
3. Star sign : Aries
4. Male or female : Male
5. Primary School : Yumin
6. Secondary School : Pasir Ris
7. JC/Poly : NYP
8. Hair color : Blonde + Brown
9. Long or short : Not long not short uh~
10. Loud or Quiet : See is wit who lorhx
11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans barh...
12. Phone or Camera : No phone sure die
13. Health freak : Die also nvm
14. Drink or Smoke? : I would drop dead if i smoke
15. Do you have a crush on someone? : Yes... T.T
16. Eat or Drink : Eat xD1
17. Piercings : Dun have uh~
18. Tattoos : Nope...

HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane : Yuppz
20. Been in a relationship : None, wat a sadist
21. Been in a car accident : If i had, would i even be typing this?
22. Been in a fist fight : Duno how to fight~

FIRSTS:
23. First piercing : Tell u dun have liao lorh~
24. First best friend : Choon Yee
25. First award : Pri sch de duno wat scholarship crap la~
26. First crush : Dun feel like saying...
28. First vacation : Japan, last year...

LASTS:
29. Last person you talked to : SC
30. Last person you texted : Yi Rou
31. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: SC, QP, Yi Rou
32. Last food you ate : Hotdog bun =.=
33. Last movie you watched : X-Men
34. Last song you listened to : Zhi Dao
35. Last thing you bought : Hotdog bun
36. Last person you hugged : How i wished i have someone that i can hug...

FAVES:
37. Food : Choco
38. Drinks : Any Soda will do...
39. Clothing : Got hood de jiu can le...
40. Books : I dun read books... i rather die
41. Song : Lyk all the song i hear~
42. Flower : I duno flower de names T.T
43. Colors : Blue, black, White
44. Movies : Cnt rmb wat i like most
45. Phrase : Sianx...
46. Subjects : Huh? Wat u mean subjects?
47. [ ] Kissed in the snow
48. [ ] Celebrated Halloween
49. [x] Had your heart broken
50. [ ] Went over the minutes on your cell phone
51. [x] Someone questioned your sexual orientation
52. [x] Came out of the closet
53. [ ] Gotten pregnant (Im a male, for god sake)
54. [ ] Had an abortion (As i mentioned earlier =.=)
55. [x] Done something you've regretted
56. [x] Broke a promise
57. [x] Hid a secret
58. [x] Pretended to be happy
59. [x] Met someone who changed your life
60. [x] Pretended to be sick
61. [x] Left the country
62. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
63. [x] Cried over the silliest thing
64. [ ] Ran a mile (How much is a mile?)
65. [ ] Went to the beach with your best friend(s)
66. [x] Stay single the whole year . (Had been single since born till now)

CURRENTLY:
67. Eating : Air
68. Drinking : Water Vapour
69. I'm about ton : Is this question a typo?
70. Listening to : My own singing la~
71. Plans for tomorrow : Sleep
72. Waiting for : For myself to finish doing this quiz before going to sleep

YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids? : With who?
74. Want to get married? : Fated to be single, how to married?
75. Careers in mind : Create anime de~

76. Lips or eyes : Simi question is this sia?
77. Shorter or taller? : Taller (Tho its cute to be short? =X)
78. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
79. Nice stomach or nice arms : Huh???
80. Sensitive or loud : Sia la... i dun understand so many question... xia suay
81. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant : Both also dun wan how???

HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts : I dun have at all~
84. Ran away from home : "Run" out have. lolx
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense : I would have been caught if i did that???
86. Killed somebody : Would i be typing this thing again if i did???
87. Broken someone's heart : Somehow~
88. Been arrested : I so guai, how to tio arrested~
89. Cried when someone died : T.T

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself : No, i dun
91. Miracles : Almost none soon
92. Love at first sight : No idea
93. Heaven : Nope
94. Santa Claus : Nope, bo snow in singapore... He would have been dead hot =.="
95. Sex on the first date : Believe as in other ppl does it? Then yes. Me, then no.
96. Kiss on the first date : Same as the previous qn

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? : Twinnie Twinnie Twinnie... T.T
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? : Seriously No

99. Do you believe in God? : Nope... Cux life so unfair
100.This is the 100th and last question : Do you feel empty ? : Wat empty? Im hungry...

NOW TAG 10 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
I dun have so many leahx~
Anyone read this jus do ok?
SC
WM
Yi Rou

Early in the morning no mood...

2009-04-27T17:30:00.000-07:00

Its early in the morning~
So sleepy, every nite slp so late
Going to work... saw a message... no mood...

Your little words hurt me
More than any one else

Ytd~

2009-04-26T07:47:00.001-07:00

SC was in camp ytd, he kena hold back
Shld be on duty barhx...
It jus seems like someone is missing~
Guess he means alot to me as well
As a friend of cux~

Anyway go out with friends
Wm, Matu, Qp, Amos, Zac
Tho Zax went of earlier barhx~
Sit at a playground and chit chat
Then went down to void deck when the ppl go off
Seldom got chance ta tok ta each other barh
Quite fun tho, jus talking...
I dun really mind it this way
Somehow the others find it bored tho
I jus duno how i can make them join in
They jus dun have the things to talk in tht topic

Planning on next week items~
WM is the organizer, so jus throw to him
Let me relax once in awhile...
Hope the plan is a success barhx
Stay at home makes me feel so sick
So emo
So sad
So tired... of my own life...
Haix...

Everyone is either busy, sleeping or go back to camp
Im left alone again...
Jus got scolded by twinnie... again...
Cux she bad mood...
I have no idea y tho, but then~
Got to off com le... leaving on com last few days
Got scolded by my mum
And i told her i downloading something~ lolx
Take a break few days first barhx...
Im really lack of sleep too... how i wish i can die of it
I love u <3>

Had been listening to this song for few weeks
The lyrics... its so nice ta me
Really nice~ ta me...

ZHI DAO by GUO JING

ta rang ni qiao cui xu duo
ta rang ni bu zhi suo cuo
ta de yi ju yi dong ni bu ting de dui wo shuo
wo wei xiao qing ting ni shuo
wo que yue ting yue xin tong
zen me ni shuo de bu shi wo
ta bi wo duo le shen me
rang ni yuan yi nai xin deng hou
Reff#
wo xiang zhi dao ta rang ni chi xin shi shen me
wo xiang zhi dao ta rang ni feng kuang wei shen me
wo zhi dao zuo de he ta mei you bu tong
dan shi wo que bu zai ni de xin zhong dou liu
wo xiang zhi dao ta na li bi wo hao hen duo
zai ni xin zhong ta he wo you shen me bu tong
wo zhi dao wo bi ta fu chu de hai duo
ke shi wo zong huan bu le ni de xin dong

ni rang wo qiao cui hen duo
ni rang wo bu zhi suo cuo
ni yi ju yi dong wo de xin bei qian zhe zhou
ta bu jing yi de zou guo
ni jiu ba wo gei leng luo
ji du ba wo gei tun mo
ta bi wo duo le shen me
rang ni yuan yi nai xin deng hou
Reff#
wo xiang zhi dao ta rang ni chi xin shi shen me
wo xiang zhi dao ta rang ni feng kuang wei shen me
wo zhi dao zuo de he ta mei you bu tong
dan shi wo que bu zai ni de xin zhong dou liu
wo xiang zhi dao ta na li bi wo hao hen duo
zai ni xin zhong ta he wo you shen me bu tong
wo zhi dao wo bi ta fu chu de hai duo
ke shi wo zong huan bu liao ni de xin dong

wo zhi dao le ta na li bi wo hao geng duo
zai ni xin zhong wo yong yuan bu ke neng hui rang ni xin dong
wo zhi dao wo bi ta fu chu de hai duo
ke shi wo zai ni xin zhong mei you ta duo

Sadisttt

2009-04-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

Working and working again
Morning wake up abit dun feel like going
End up actually i really got gastric pain
Pain the whole day sia... Omg
Lunch time so hungry then eat fast fast
End up even more pain
Now one seems to care or knw anyway~

Was told to pass ppl something
Went down to the 1st floor of the company
Waited for awhile and realise tht i duno who
Stand thr like lamer... and wait
BTH liao~
Went up again ask whr is tht person
End up is actually at the other side
Go down again and then pass the things

Listen to music in office
Tmr going meeting liao

他不会是个好男人也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那麽多少了他的日子也能过

我不会再让你寂寞也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学著去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

No mood

2009-04-18T01:24:00.001-07:00

No mood today... Haix...
Misses <3

Go out

2009-04-16T08:07:00.000-07:00

Morning go to work, sianx sianx de
Ytd like nv slp properly liddat~
Slack in office like always and tio bully by ppl
Half aslp pattern on my chair
Chat with QP on msn
Daily procedure sia~
Read some jokes online and then pass one day liddat
Shag sia...

Hohoho, meet twinnie after work~
Walk T1 one rnd...
Walk TM one rnd...
Walk CS one rnd...
Lolx... I kidda sadded... psps
Then duno whr to go liao~

Duno y i so heng sia
Meet Hy and Cat
Meet Wm
Meet 2 ppl from my company tht im working at
Total 5 ppl, ta da!
Lolx...

Pei Twinnie go Eunos then wait bus
She dun let me go up the bus to pei her home...
>.<
Went home and on com...
Nth to do sia... i stare at it while waiting for her msg
Wait and wait~ lolx

T.T

2009-04-12T18:01:00.000-07:00

Haix... ytd was at home whole day
Nth to do~
SC, Mos all went missing...
Maybe cux they going to book in lerhx
Waited to twinnie de msg tho
She go out barhx, thts y take longer time reply lurhx
Thts wat i guess so tho... i duno...

At nite watch some drama and anime lurhx...
Really boring ytd
Campus superstar was showing and i dun like to watch
Reason? Cux i nv join...
Waited so long le and after one msg came
The next msg start to talk abt him again...
Was trying to make her few less sad
End up kena scold "dun tell me wat to do"
=.="
Yes, and there she go cut again...
Hurt cux of him again...
Regreted tht i say her liddat when she fa pi qi at me
I was not thr to pei her...
I was not by her side...
I was not trying anything...
But then again... wat can i do?
She dont listen to me anyway...
I realli duno wat to do liao~
Pehaps i shld stop all tis
And stop zi zuo duo qing...
Cux no matter wat i do...
She is always sad and hurt herself cux of him
Him and him...

I knw how hard it is to forget a person
To stop everything...
Im always telling myself to stop
But i cnt...
Wat am i thinking now?
I ... u...

Happy and sad

2009-04-11T11:33:00.000-07:00

Scared WM cry, so here it goes~ LOLX (no offence)
Morning wake up liao play DotA
Tgt with Qp, Mos, Sc and Wm...
Duno y this few day play wit who also keep winning
As we play decide whr to go lorhx
Decided to meet at 4pm, Tamp MRT

Went out to the place at 4pm
Oni say Qp
Sc came after tht, slightly later
Amos is late alot as always... LOLX
Walk ard Marina Sq~
Took some pic on the way
Play at acarde while and then walk ard
See the movie time CMI, so dun wan watch
When walking to KFC for dinner, i tapped amos shoulder
Then we all continue walking
Then he turn his head to the right
Jus nice got ppl walk pass him then they look at each other
LOLX, damn joke sia
Then amos tio stun down thr while we continue to walk
He walk like, looking ard aimlessly
Duno who tap him liddat sia. Super funny
I was laughing when i walk away from him~
End up found out actually is i tap his shoulder de

Eat at KFC, say some joke in between~
Then walk to Esplanade and then to Clark Quay
Took pictures along the way
I keep asking them "pai" pose for me
Then i take and take
On the way, amos was trying beat-boxing
I duno how spell la, is use mouth make music de
Then me and sc join in~
Funny sia, then QP was so quiet
We 3 make music until out of breath, bth~
Walk to one chilling corner and order alcohol lorhx
Each one buy one small glass
Then one jug to share nia.. then slack ard thr
Play "cai quan" and i keep winning
The winner can choose ppl to wan true or dare
Amos tio aim like siao
Then follow by QP!
Lolx, qp de dare is to go ask gal for number
Joke sia, then he really veh daring!
Amos is do push up in the toliet entrance
And also shout something beside someone else table
SC go out of the place and shout
"I love Amos!"
Damn funny sia, everyone looking at him lorhx
He also need do sit-up infront of toliet entrance
Me leahx~ I go beside the gal de table
And shout "I am cute and lovely"
Lolx, damn ma lu sia~
Lucky the place, music veh loud... muhahaha

Walk to MRT and continue take picture
Then went home lerhx~
Sho fun lurhx...
Now 3am le, i wan slp liao... nitex nitex

Other day then i upload the pictures barhx!

Tuesday

2009-04-06T17:48:00.000-07:00

Thurday i end work early
How i wish got someone go out wit me
But seems like everyone is gone again
Haix...
Now in office lurhx, going start work soon
I so sleepy
Keep on fall aslp when sitting here sia
Few min alrdy "no batt" so many times

Thinking of twinnie~
She said i everything link to tht person...
Really mehx?
Maybe sometimes i tok without thinking barhx
Tell me properly when i do it again the next time?
...
At least let me learn to stop...

Dun say so much lerhx~
Jus dun be sad over him anymore...
Work liao, buhbye

RAWR

2009-04-06T07:05:00.000-07:00

Went to work in the morning
Nth to do until after lunch
Need to print things
Print print print
So many copies until i print more than 2 hours sia
Went home slightly later
Cux print so much!
Waited for her msg since ytd nite
When the first msg came and i reply
She bo reply liao...
Worry she will do stupid thing again
End up...

Quarrel wit her again at nite...
Its always liddat~
Din knw wat i say to her is always crap...
Haix...
No mood now
I go slp le...

Sunday

2009-04-05T08:55:00.000-07:00

Feel so hurt when i saw twinnie de hand bleed
It still hurts until now~
Is it even worth doing something liddat
For a person who dun even bother abt u...

Went out ytd (Saturday) with Mos and SC
The others were practically dead? lolx
No offence!
Go to vivo and then meet up with Bunny
Went to eat pasta mania and then go walk walk
Went to arcade and play some games lorh
Then i tried para para hard mood
I pass sia... so happi
But i was tired like mad, cux i cnt catch up wit the spd
After tht go 7-11 buy drinks~
Slack at the top of vivo and then go home
Bunny keep pulling my shirt sia
Ask me faster go home~
SC and Mos was walking so slow...
End up bo pian, i need walk in the middle of both group
Sry bunny for making u walk home
>.<
Chat wit SC at void deck until 3am+ then go home DotA
He slp in game sia.. wth
End up become like 2v5 match!

Today (Sunday), wake up at 3... omg!
Then play game with Mos
At nite play agame with Matu and QP
Then tht is my Sunday!
Lolx...
Tmr working le~ so sianx

Twinnie mood still no good
Im not gd in words~
Duno how to console twinnie... haix
Kidda feel so useless, hope get better soon
If i can, i would bring u out to places u like...
CHEER UP NARHX~ ^.^v
Nitex!

Its all over

2009-04-01T17:52:00.000-07:00

Ok, dun keep thinking narhx~
Lolx.
Let me get b to be normal again
Friends rit?
Anyway updated the right column
I have always neglected that side
Went to SC blog then hear Canon In D
My fav music piece too~
Was tearing when i write the right column
Hahax.
Jus made me think through many things ytd
Knew how crap i person im actually is

Always fa pi qi~
Cux of my temper and stuff
Then emo emo around...
I hope im not leaving out anyone worhx...
Its like so random uh me?
Maybe many ppl think tht it means nth barhx
But i meant it alot...
Sometimes i jus wanted...
Every friend of my to get tgt
Go out or do something tgt
Is it tht hard now?
For watever reason, everything is gone
Everyone seems to be gone...

Anyway, sry twinnie...
I din mean it like this~
I dun mean it like how u think it is...

Wednesday

2009-04-01T06:59:00.000-07:00

Tmr is the day again for her~

Jyjy!

Went to work like normal

Go for meeting in the morning lorhx

Bring the lappy to 7th story

Listen listen listen

Then change the website thingy

And im done!

So fast...

I got nth to do again~

No ling gan on how to add more effect sia

All i tink is her~

I draw two picture

I self practice la, no one teach

So ugly sia... but then hm~

Its the thought tht counts rit?

The guy is jus for random practise de...

The gal is her, cute rit?

Maybe? lolx

The picture taken is tilted... so not so clear~

Today is April's fool day too

I recieved a few prank sms

I din get tricked this year

Smart rit?

No la~ actually is cux i dun really have mood today too

Cux of ytd i guess

Then i see ppl de msg like =.= liddat

Nvm... i got nth much to say abt it anywhr~

My brain is all mixed up

Cux im shattered, rmb?

Nitex...

End of bday

2009-03-31T09:02:00.001-07:00

This year de bday... well~
Nth at all barhx
Jus ended also...
Totally shattered from inside out
...

In office on bday

2009-03-31T00:02:00.000-07:00

Im in office now, tho today is my bday
I am able to go off earlier sia
4pm can go lerhx...
But i have no whr to go also~
Wanted to go out with her so much so much
But i cnt ask...
Later kena scolded by her on bday... so sianx
Feel so terrible now tho~
She give me a feeling tht im nth to her...
Imagine go home at 4pm, emo alone thr
Now 3pm le, one more hr to go...
Wat shld i do now?
Its so no life this year...

How i wish someone would ask me out now...
...
I love her so much...

Bday

2009-03-30T09:10:00.001-07:00

I entered my birthday with a sad sad mood
I wonder wat will happened today~
She nv did msg me after tht...
All she think is him him and him~
I really in no position i guess...
I go slp le barhx, work work work tmr
Hope can forget all the sad things
Im still waiting for u...
For your msg...
I love u <3

Wat am i to u actually...

2009-03-30T04:48:00.000-07:00

Wat am i to u actually... haix...

2009-03-30T02:03:00.000-07:00

Wake up head still giddy giddy
Since ytd le~
A symtom of dying. lolx
Reach office safely, nv tio bang by car
Then do the same old thing until afternn lorhx
Waiting for her msg all the way but dun hab

Ard 3 or 4 plus then got msg barhx
She so angry sia... fierce leahx
Rawr!
Then try cheer her up
But i too lame, end up kena shoot~
After tht no reply from her again le...
Haix...

Tmr bday le... haix...
Wat will happen???

Happi happi

2009-03-29T08:13:00.001-07:00

Woke up at 11am bo sms derhx
So i started the first msg~
Amos in msn ask me play game
Was waiting for qp and matu
Atl ats qp came in
Matu missing~ duno whr he go also
Wait and wait...

Then twinnie ask me accompany
Yeah! So happi
I see the msg liao immediately stand up
Lolx~
Go bath and change at super spd
Then something terrible happened
Mum start to blar blar blar
Then tio slow down~
Sadded.
Take my things and faster go out the hse
BTH...
Went to few places and then she went home

I was so hungry, but i duno wat to eat
Then go KFC, cux i wan the wipped potato
I was alone, bo seat to chop sia
I need to order take-away and find seat
Sadded T.T
Eat half way, emo emo... cuz lonely
Then bunny call me
Yeah! My gd friend bunny~
Chat until my phone de batt minus one bar sia
Yao siu!
The batt need save for twinnie de sms de. lolx
Went back to vivo Again...
Go rooftop and arcade~
Cost a bomb sia, the stupid acarde scammer de
I last time top up so much
Now they tell me i oni top $18
I need $82 more to be gold card member
Wah... scam sia~
They nv write got expiry date sia~
The last time i check at TM was $62 liao sia
Crap...
Went home alone in MRT

Kidda sad cux of something...
Someone wan tok to me abt it?

Out with them

2009-03-28T08:39:00.000-07:00

Today went out at ard 4pm
Go out with the 2 NS guy
lolx, both botak head liao~
Tok tok tok abt army thingy
Pang seh me one corner at the MRT
Sad rit?
Told Amos a cold joke

Me: "See before a guy wear jeans in their body before?"
Amos: "No, y?"
Me: (pointing to SC jacket behind) "lolx, his jacket call jeans~"

Go thr eat ajisan, then tok alot of jokes and crap
The went to find the shop SC wan buy thing from
On the way saw his friend

His friend: "Eh~ hey, hi"
SC: "Hello"

And they start toking to each other
I thought of something and keep poking SC shoulder
He ignore me so i told Amos wat i was going to do
I was laughing like mad
When SC finish talking, he turn over here

Amos and me: "Eh~ hey, hi!"
SC: "Win liao lorhx~"

Lolx!!! Damn funny
U mus be thr to experience the situation narhx
Or else u wont find it funny...
Went to the shop all those and then go lavender MRT
Then take mrt back here
Go eat eat with both of them, QP and Matu
Swear not to eat the dessert at nite in TM liao
After tht went to buy bubble tea
LOLX!!!
Amos order, qp order, then my turn
Matu...

Shop People (SP): "Lai, wan wat?"
Matu: "Chocolate green tea"
SP: "Huh?"
Matu: "Eh~"
SP: "So u wan chocolate milk tea or chocolate ice blend"
Matu: "Oh oh.. chocolate milk tea"

Lolx...
I was laughing like mad~
Had been laugh so much today
Cux i was toking so much lame joke too
Its since so long tht i could laugh out
Last few days was so sad
So sad tht i could die cux of it
Abt 11+pm went home

Had been waiting for her msg since the last one
She nv reply me
There she is so sad~
And i cnt be thr by her side
How sad...
Hope she dun hurt herself~
Thts y i hate piggy...
And so sad tht my softtoy is a pig...
Omg~ so no one to be wit me when im sad
Haix... hope she will cheer up soon~

3rd Friday

2009-03-27T04:01:00.000-07:00

Today is the third friday~
So fast 3wk past liao
Got gastric pain whole day
But now no mood to eat...

Went off to work happily
Hoping tht the sms would come faster...
And so wat if it does
Doesnt matter anymore
Seems like im alone at home now still
Jus wanted to bring her out
Dun wana see her always alone
Dun wan her to be sad
Dun wan her to be moody
She said she will stay at home
But then all i wan is to persuade her out...
I knw i kidda persistant
But all i was thinking at tht moment was jus to bring her out
And now everything is all gone
Dun bother abt the bday anymore...
I doubt she wans to come out now... ... T.T
Miracle dun come true afterall...

Ppl one word wins me a thousand words~
Not oni words... I do wat i can lerhx...
Wat more can i do...
I shag when i saw her 'nope' in sms
And got scolded on msn when i get home
...
All i get for today is this...
How i wish i nv msg her
And i got bang down by a car on the way home~
...
wtf...
...
wtf...
...

Got ppl waiting for him
And he give no action...
I swear i hate the word 'piggy' my whole life...

Haix~

2009-03-25T19:54:00.001-07:00

The miracle i wanted happen worhx~
Odd eh? Maybe cux its bday barhx...
Wanted to go out wit her everyday leahx
But then seems like cnt sia
I miss her, she miss someone else
Lolx~

Once again i emo in office
Trying to find something to do...
See see her blog
See see my blog
Then go Adobe flash do some animation
Edit the website abit~
Waiting for her sms! Lolx~
Abt 3 more hours until she wake up barhx
Getting hungry soon, whr is my lunch?
Today duno wan eat wat again
Everyday eat "Cai fan" until sianx
RAWR!
Nth to post le leahx~
Hm... sad sia
Always wait for her msg at nite
Wait wait wait
Until i fall aslp...

Oh ya... rmb liao
I dream of her sia~ lolx
I think of her too much until dream of her
She told me something and duno wat nia tho
Then i rmb need sms her
Lolx!
Then end up i wake up see her msg and reply her
Then fall asleep
Then abt 1 hr later, wake up again
Send another msg and then go back to sleep
=.=
Kidda lame tho
Morning so slpy~ nt enuf slp
Lolx!
How i wish no work leahx~
Then can sms her until she slp
Or else always i sleep first
I feel so bad...

In office

2009-03-25T00:29:00.000-07:00

Im in office now, lolx type blog
Sho sad now seahx~
Gt rejected when asking ppl to go out
Anyway the thingy i wanted for my Bday cnt come true le
Haix...
Wanted to ask her out on tht day to pei me du guo de...
But then she seems so unwilling to tok abt tis topic
Its no use at all le lorhx...
Wat shld i do now?
My bday is alone...
Haix...
By her side always~

Sadded

2009-03-24T07:34:00.001-07:00

Working the whole day lorhx~
Study hard so tht i can give the one i love, good life next time
Im not really tht smart though...
Jyjy barhx~
No money to buy oil tho... im getting lame
Haix, kidda emo lorhx
I asked tht stupid qn and get a great answer
And now im so depressed abt it~
Wat shld i do now?
Wat can i do?

Wat can i do to make you mine~
Fallen so hard, so fast this time
Wat did i say, wat did u do~
How did i fall in love with u...

Love this song so much~
But i not suit to sing english song
Haix..

I sometimes wonder... did i really do alot for her?
Or issit veh common for other guys to do this as well?
Did she even feel touched anot... i really wonder
She cnt see me at all
Everyday and nite is tht guy and tht guy
Shld even can cut her hand or willing to die tgt wit him
Wat am i to her actually?
I cnt even ask her out...
One word from him and she agree

Shld i be happy if they are tgt?
I shld be happy tht her wish came through
I shld really be happy tht she can be tgt wit the one she love
How to do it worhx... heartbroken...
Hope tht they not tgt?
She will be veh sad, u think i can do it?
Of cux not...
Who would wan the person they like
To be always sad and moody?

Can someone talk to me?
I realise tht i dun have a good friend
To tok to me abt all this...
~Feel lyk dying~

2009-03-22T17:59:00.000-07:00

Im in office now!!!

Quiz taqqed by ling

1.Beside your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
- Cheeks barhx~

2.How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Sianx... cux need to go workx

3.Who was the last person you took picture with?
- Kay~

4.Would you consider to be spoiled?
- Maybe?

5.Would you ever donate blood?
- I dun mind~ but the person take my blood veh suay

6.Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex?
- Maybe? I duno consider good anot~

7.Do you want someone dead?
- Me barhx... But i wan die nice nice de

8.What does your last text msg says?
- U mean txt i recieve or i send? =.="

9.What are you thinking of right now?
- Tinking of how to answer the next question

10.Did you wish someone was with you right now?
- Yup... Wish it so much~

11.When did you go to sleep last night?
- Din slp last time... I slept this morning~ lolx

12.Where did you bought the t-shirt that you are wearing now?
- Bugis

13.Is someone in your mind right now?
- Yupyup, she slping now.. =X

14.Who was the last person who texted you
- Ling

15.People tagged to do this quiz
I dun have anyone to ask to do leahx~ T.T
Excuse me for skiping the rest of the qn... lolx

Stupid me~

2009-03-15T07:54:00.000-07:00

Stupid...
This gal ask the guy she like to go out~
Then the guy reject her cux he busy, she wan go cut herself
Then another guy tht like her see liao, sad until~~~
Omg... still drop tears~
Damn sia suay
Duno wat word i shld use to discribe him sia...
Dumb or stupid or duno wat

I knw tht wat i say wont matters to you
I cnt make u change wat u think
But at least i tried my best to stop u from hurting yourself
At least you knw that someone is here to care for u
I dont ask for anything now~
Just wan you to stay happy...
And at least tok to me like how we r before...

Haix

2009-03-13T04:06:00.000-07:00

This few days not really in good mood~
She is so cold to me
Attachment started le worhx...
Everyday 8.30am mus reach thr and then slack thr actually
Nothing much to do yet
Wait for her sms~ wait and wait lorhx
Then do some web pages cux my task is to redesign the company web
6pm end le, so fast one day...
But when u r inside thr... its so long
Din have dinner or have veh little... not like usual~
Now all i wan is to at least be like last time...
Wat are you actually thinking?
Let me knw hao bu hao?...
X3

Sry

2009-03-12T04:12:00.001-07:00

Im sorry... I really really do...

2009-03-10T09:02:00.000-07:00

~Quiz taqqed by ling~

1: Are you single - yupyup

2: Are you happy - not currently~

3: Are you bored - Im always bored

4: Are you fair - ya~ for a guy

5: Are you Italian - see my picture~ obvious

6: Are you intelligent - nope...

7: Are you honest - U lied to myself often

8: Are you nice - Duno~ Let other ppl decide

9: Are you Irish - see my picture again~

10: Are you Asian - yupyup

~TEN FACTS~

1: Full Name : Chai Wen De

2: Nicenames : FrozenSymphony

3: Birth Place : Hospital =X

4: Hair Colour : Black???

5: Natural hair style : Abit curl barhx...

6: Eye colour : Nv go see before

7: Birthday : 31th March, i wan present from u~

8: Mood : Sadded...

9: Favourite colour : Blue, black, white

10: One favourite place you like to visit : Hell?

~Ten QUESTIONS~

1:Have you been in love - Love someone, not tgt...

2:Do you believe in love at the first sight - Shld be barhx...

3:Do you currently have a crush - yupyup T.T

4:Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Obvious

5:Have you ever broken someone heart - Shld be... but definately not in relationship

6:Have you ever had your heart broken - Another obvious qn

7:Have you ever liked someone but never tell them - yupyup...

8:Are you afraid you Commitment - Nope

9:Who was the last person you hug - no one to hug la~

10:Who was the last person you said i love you to - Haix... u shld knw...

~TEN THIS OR THAT~

1:Love or lust : Love <3

2:Hard liquor or beer : Liquor

3: Cats or dogs : Doggy

4: A few best friends or any regular friends : A few best friends

5:Creamy or Cruncy : Creamy

6:Pencil or Pen : Pencil (I cnt draw with pen)

7:Wild night out or romantic night in : Romantic Night

8:Money or Happiness : Happiness

9:Day or night : Night

10 : IM or phone : Phone

~TEN HAVE YOU EVER~

1. Been caught sneaking out - yupyup

2. Seen a polar bear - yupyup

3. Done something you regret - yupyup

4. Bungee jumped - A no at last...

5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - eeyer... nope~

6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - I have no idea wat it is...

7. Been caught naked - Caught myself?

8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - I nv had one...

9. Cried because you lost your pet - Nv had pet

10. Wanted to disappear - I always wanted to

~TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER~

1. Smile or eyes - Depends

2. Light or dark hair - Both also can?

3. Hugs or kisses - Get pass the first part before i come to this

4. Shorter or taller - Shorter

5. Intelligence or attraction - Attraction

6. Topman or Zara - Duno wat r they~

7. Funny or serious - Funny

8. Older or younger - Younger

9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing

10. Sweet or bad - Sweet

~TEN HAVE YOU'S~

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yupyup

2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yupyup

3. Ever tried walking on your hands - I cnt...

4. Ever been to a rock concert - Nope

5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - Nope

6. Ever been on a dance team - Nope

7. Ever been on a sports team - Nope

8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Nope

9. Ever own a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bently - Nope

10. Ever been on a rap video - Nope

~TEN LASTS~

1. Last phone call you made - I sms usually, hardly call

2. Last person you hugged - No one to hug... on top say liao

3. Last person you hung out with - Her

4. Last time you worked - Today lorhx.. now attachment

5. Last person you talked to - Mother~

6. Last person you IM'd - IM'd???

7. Last person you texted - Her

8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Forget again.. i got STM

9. Last person/thing you missed - Miss her

10. Last website visited - Blogspot

~TEN PEOPLE TO DO~

I dun have much ppl to ask, do if u wan barhx~

Bunny, mus do hor?

Class gathering

2009-02-04T10:20:00.000-08:00

Was doing nth for the whole day until evening

Went out with TB, Kenn and SC

To meet the class and Mr Wong (Sec sch teacher)

Go eat eat and chat norhx~

Waited for Mr Wong and others

Nearly die of hunger sia, im really hungry

Guess gastric liao

Abt half hr or more later then they come

Went to eat ci char

Also got lou yi sheng~

Let the gals choose the food though

After eating, walk to my void deck

My EZ link card bo money liao

Bought alcohol again and play true or dare

At first pai seh to say anything

Later on still ok le~

Tok until ard 11pm+ then go home

SC come to my house play one DOTA

Now jus went home~

Learn Roller Blading

2009-02-01T10:03:00.000-08:00

Today go out with matu and qp to pasir ris.

Started off wit the plan of cycling~

However after looking at ppl roller blading,

We decide to try it lorhx~

We rent it over nite cux the shop wan to close liao

The Roller Blade Stinks... Thts all i can say

Wear it alrdy cnt balance sia

But after awhile can le...

Try to walk to somewhere that can hold

Matu keep falling down~ he learn so slow

QP at least better

I was ahead! Tada! Im the smartest

Anyway not smart la, jus learn fast...

Blade until nite time liao then go buy drink first lorhx

Bought beer, coke type de

I hungry go drink sia.. then abit blur blur

QP ok, cux he jus now got eat

Matu Red Red sia.. LOLX

Go my house downstair play card and wait for SC come

Then Matu and QP go home liao

Me and SC blade until the busstop...

See, so good...

Send them off sia~

I fell down cux trying to rush to the bus stop.

Ke lian leahx T.T

After tht blade to MAC again, i need to eat! Hungry

Now typing also hungry again... Im mad

Common test

2009-01-28T02:40:00.000-08:00

Today went for common test lorhx

Electronic Communication

Super sianx sia...

Third day of new year oni got test~

Sch have no life... seriously

Started playing Facebook de Pet Society ytd

Someone ask me to play de.

Well, quite cute le.

But i usually leave the window thr and do other thing

Then see it slp thr lorhx

Jelly - Happi new year. I hope im happy~ lolx

Xin yi - Ya, update liao. XD dun blame my tagboard

WM - I not kun, i chan. lolx! U nv tok to me marhx~

Joey - I knw i got big eyes, but not long ears

CNY!!!

2009-01-26T08:24:00.000-08:00

Today CNY first day~
Went to grandma hse then after tht to grandpa de lorhx
My grandma thr... the cousin all bring GF here
Wah~ super sianx... then they tok their own things
I alone thr playing my PSP until i leave

Went to my grandpa hse they better
At least my cousin thr de age closer
Play games and tok tok lorhx
Laugh and laugh~ quite fun la
But then i din manage to watch my TV show
Play Blackjack with my cousin~
Won 80 cents! =.=
Lame rit? Hahax

Come home and bath le... now blogging lorhx
Toking on phone at the same time
Feel so happy~ at last can tok on phone
I duno wat i wan actually...
After so many things happened~
Im confused! o(>.<)o

Yi Rou - Duu~ Post le. Hohoho
Jelly - Link liao, dun sad! Dun think too much... Wave oni
Joey - Link u too liao, i not bunny narh~

Today

2009-01-19T06:50:00.000-08:00

Went to school to do project in the morning
Have the Equiz lesson and got 36.33%~
Im proud of it... cux i fail? How lame...
Anyway have one hour break and then maths
The lecturer always mumble to himself and then it ended quite fast

Reached home liao, watch anime awhile
Then Cat call me to ask me pei her go shopping
HY is bounded to the sch~ unable to go out... sianx
Called Matu along and i set off my journey to the west
Its indeed west ok? Cux i live in the east...

Reached Bugis, and walk to Bugis street
Walk for veh long~
Got one shop call dreamland, we keep ended up thr~
Hey, thr got one gal keep looking at both of us lorhx...
Funny~ Hahax
Matu came... He say duno how to go Bugis street from Bugis MRT
Faster end our shopping and meet him
Went to foodcourt to eat
Was toking to Cat abt duno wat lonely thing when reach home
Then say thts y i love Zhang Dong Liang de song...
Few table away suddenly sing "dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui"
I look over then saw one gal singing~
Then she look back and tio stun
Then our table and their table de ppl keep laughing
Lolx
The few gals finish eating le then move off
Then was waving at me and said "Bye bye!"
I blur diao sia... look around me and realise she toking to me
Then i wave my hand say byebye~ lolx
Matu came back wit his food, complain expensive
Eat finish le and then went home~

Come on... got time visit this two link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZzBC22hv7NU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2dT7Akwgklw&feature=related